I begged her to take a seat and direct me. She was so weary that it was
easy to persuade her. And thus I entered upon her service and became a
nurse.
She spoke never a word of that which had happened over stairs, but I
thought I detected in her bearing a growing, if melancholy, tolerance,
and perhaps some small faint trace of interest in myself. At any rate,
she watched me at her work, and that was something benedictive to my
mind. Silent was her mood, however, and silence suited her. It ever
seemed a pity that speech should be allowed to mar the perfect calm of
her reposeful countenance--until she spoke--when instantly one lost
regret in wonder at the new and unexpected graces so called into
existence.
During the next few days the world dealt kindly with our household. Sir
William's strength very gradually improved; Marion relaxed a little of
her habitual sadness, and as for me, I had never been so happy in my
life. I only left the house on one occasion, in order to convey my
valuables from Bruton Street to the bank. After that was done, I felt
minded never to quit Curzon Street again so long as our then manner of
living might continue. I spent my time between the sick room and the
pantry; relieving Marion of every trouble that I could, and waiting on
her with the noiseless patience of a shadow. In this I was wise,
without other intention than to please her. My silence began to appeal
to her imagination even more than my ceaseless studied courtesies. And
in this behalf I would remark my faith that no woman lives, howso
preoccupied with grief or other interests, who can long remain
impervious to persistently considerate devotion. I often caught her
watching me with grave, inquiring eyes. On such occasions it was I, not
she, who exhibited confusion. I could not act to her. Sometimes feeling
her power I grew quite terrified. Did she study me? I wondered, and
what was her opinion? I was soon to know.
One evening Sir William dropped into a deep slumber far sooner than his
wont. The room adjoining his I had converted from a dressing-chamber
into a boudoir for Marion's convenience; and there she had become
accustomed to retire, when circumstances permitted, to rest and dream
perhaps, within his call. There it was I found her, replying to the
summons of her bell.
"You rang, madam?" I asked in a low voice. She was reclining in a
lounge. She had discarded her nurse's costume for a wrapper, and she
looked the better for it; more softly lovely and more human, too, I
think.
She pointed to a chair. "Will you not talk to me a while?" she asked.
"I feel lonely to-night."
I felt my face burn as I bowed and sat down--upon her bidding. I could
hardly credit my good fortune, and I lacked breath to reply.
"You have been very good to me," she murmured. "Why was it, Brown?"
Still I could not reply. I dared not even look at her.
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