"I neither despise nor fear him, Marion. When in the press of time he
calls for me, I shall bow to the inevitable with what dignity I can."
"I think you are a brave man, Agar," she replied. "You must be indeed,
yet it is a thing that puzzles me."
"Why?" I questioned with a smile.
"Because a brave man should be honest too, and you are not."
"You are remembering the deceit I practised on Sir William Dagmar?"
"Yes; and other happenings."
"What else?"
"I am remembering the night my lover died!" She bent a little forward
as she spoke, and her eyes burned into mine. I caught my breath, and I
felt my hand gripped as with a hand.
"You bore me from the room of death," she proceeded in a tense
passionate whisper, "and you laid me down upon my bed, and then you
kissed my brow. I did not know you at the time, for you were very
cunningly disguised--but now I know."
It never occurred to me to deny, or even to demand the origin of her
discovery. Indeed, incredible as it may appear, I experienced some sort
of delight to learn that she was thoroughly acquainted with my
villainy. Quick as a flash I said to myself: "She knows, and yet she
has not turned from me. It must be that she loves!"
"I believed that you were utterly insensible," I gasped.
She sighed and leaned back in her seat. A long silence fell between us.
My thoughts were in a tangled whirl. I could not grasp the skein of
them, and I seemed to be plucking helplessly after a dozen elusive
phantom-like ideas.
At last I heard her say: "It was for me he died, Agar!" She was
alluding to the dead man, George Cavanagh, and her tones were full of
bitterness.
I waited with my eyes upon her averted face. "He died in vain," she
went on presently. "Ah, but doubtless you already know."
"Nothing!" I muttered. "Nothing."
"He was ruined," she said sadly, "and he wished his death to profit
me--with money. Money! As if money could atone!"
"Then he was dishonest too, as well as I," I muttered, trying hard to
smoothe all triumph from my tones.
She uttered a low moan of pain, and wrung her hands together. "No, no,"
she wailed. "He wished to be perhaps, but I gave the money back to
them."
"I am glad of that," I cried.
She threw at me a look of fiery scorn. "You!" she hissed; "you! Get to
your work and row."
In mournful humility I immediately obeyed, and we glided on our way
again. For a long while I dared not look at her, and when I dared I
could not see for the dark. But I knew that she was weeping, and though
I longed to comfort her, I set my teeth and kept resolutely to my work,
rowing hard in an effort to forget. It was she who interrupted me. I
saw her white figure start suddenly erect.
"Stop!" she cried; "we have passed the place. Go back!"
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