Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“I shall speak to Justin,” she said stiffly.
Laura caught her arm with that unseemly naked hand of hers, as if Mrs.
Cloud were rising on the instant.
“Oh no, Mrs. Cloud. Please! I should hate you to. I should simply hate
it. I don’t want it—that way. If you said anything to him——Oh,
please—you wouldn’t, would you?”
“I can say what I like to my own son, Laura,” said Mrs. Cloud fiercely.
“I know. I know. Of course. But——”
“But what?” said Justin’s mother.
“But—_I’m_ going to marry him,” said Laura, softly, but quite
desperately.
At that they were silent, their eyes in their laps. They were both hot
and sore, though they could not have told why: and they both said to
themselves over and over again that they must make allowances—make
allowances.
Suddenly Laura put her hand on Mrs. Cloud’s knee.
“Mrs. Cloud—dear Mrs. Cloud—I didn’t mean—I only wanted——”
“What do you want, Laura?”
“I don’t want him prompted,” said Laura rather pitifully. “I want him to
give it to me because he wants to give it to me. Not because it’s the
thing to do. I want——” She laughed. “I want too much, don’t I?”
“Men look at things so differently,” said Mrs. Cloud in her turn. Her
anger had come and gone again like a puff of summer wind.
“Yes, I know.”
“He’s very fond of you, my dear,” said Mrs. Cloud.
“Yes. But men——Oh, I wish we were all women,” cried Laura. “Things would
be so much simpler. One could just talk them out. But you can’t talk
your own language to a man, can you? We’re like those Indian princes at
the Durbar from the north and the south, whose only common language was
English. Even Justin and I talk English, I suppose, not our own
languages. At least—I’d talk mine, only Justin gets bored.” She laughed
suddenly. “But I’m getting a smattering of his,” said Laura with
satisfaction, “more than he thinks. I’ll—I’ll surprise him some day,
p’raps! _Am not I thine ass?_ Wouldn’t Justin jump?” Her eyes danced.
She looked as wicked as a cat—no Laura of Justin’s acquaintance at all.
“What’s the matter with you, child?” cried Mrs. Cloud bewildered, and at
that her mood changed and her face with it. She slipped down on to the
floor, half sitting, half kneeling at Mrs. Cloud’s feet, and began (an
old privilege) to play with the loose rings on the beautiful hand with
its blue raised veins and its skin like a dried petal, twisting them
this way and that to make them sparkle.
“Mrs. Cloud?” began Laura at last.
“Well?”
“Mrs. Cloud?” Still Laura hesitated. “Do you think——Is it always—two
languages? When one’s married a long time, is it different?”
“Oh, marriage is a new country altogether.” Mrs. Cloud was smiling
again. “You both get—naturalized, I suppose.”
They sat in silence thinking their thoughts, till at last Laura gave a
great, happy sigh.
“It will be lovely, being married to Justin,” said Laura dreamily.
“It ought to be,” said Mrs. Cloud.
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