Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Well?” said Coral, with lazy amusement.
And then Laura’s haughtiness melted rather pitifully into childish,
bewildered anger.
“You talk so! I hate the way you talk. About us. You hint——You’re always
hinting! What is it you mean? Do you think——? Do you imagine——?” She
drew a difficult breath. “Oh, I think you’re a perfect beast!” cried
Laura fiercely.
She flamed out of the room: and, for the rest of the day, would not look
at her, would not speak to her.
And Coral, who liked her, watched her with those two shrewd, bright blue
eyes of hers and laughed a little and shook her head and said to herself
once again—
“Poor old Laura!”
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CHAPTER XXIII
“You don’t count.”
Coral’s words, her look, her laughter—above all, her kindly,
contemptuous laughter—haunted Laura.
Since the day of her engagement she had been aware, underneath her
happiness, of certain inadequacies, fallings short in herself or—was it
possible?—in Justin. Preposterous! She heaped scorn upon the notion till
it was covered up again, and yet she knew it was there, huddled away in
a corner of her mind, ready at a word to shake itself free of its
trappings, to confront her, a naked living fact. “You don’t count.”
Coral’s three words were more than enough to waken it. She had failed
Justin in some way? Was that what Coral meant? Coral, who knew such a
lot about men. Coral, who seemed to think that Justin was no more than
anybody else, thought it ought to be easy to make him like one better
than birds’ eggs and books and things. She remembered how Coral had
turned on her one day, laughing and angry, saying: “You little fool, why
the devil don’t you flirt with him?”
That was all very well, of course, if one were pretty enough and clever
enough, a splendid, irresistible sort of person.... That sort of thing
worked in books.... But Laura would like any one to tell her how she was
to flirt with Justin? How to start even?... It seemed a hopeless
business.... Besides—besides—she didn’t want to ... she would just feel
a fool.... And that was what Coral meant, she supposed, by not
counting.... Or was it?... When Coral laughed—oh, Coral got on her
nerves!... She wished Coral had never come to Brackenhurst.... Coral and
life were so mysterious.... She thought that being grown-up was very
strange and difficult....
One day as she helped Justin with his precise, delightful task of
gumming labels on his latest finds, she broke out suddenly, guided by an
irresistible impulse—
“Justin, I do count, don’t I?”
He was doing things with a strip of paper and a paste brush.
“Here, hold this down, will you? No, not there, that’s not pasted
yet—where it’s curling. What were you saying?”
“You wouldn’t say I didn’t count, would you?” she revised it. “I do come
next to your mother, don’t I?” And then, quickly, “What is it—scissors?”
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