Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Mrs. Cloud’s face brightened as the sky does when a cloud has slid from
the moon.
“I know. He’s wanted you. He’s been so busy. The new cabinet came that
same afternoon.”
“Oh!” said Laura slowly. “Oh—the cabinet came the same afternoon.” And
then—“I think I’ll go up to him.”
She went out of the room quietly, with none of her usual joyous flurry.
Mrs. Cloud did not watch her go. Indeed they had not once met each
other’s eyes as they talked together.
Justin’s room was full of cotton-wool, and disembowelled cupboards, and
drawers piled criss-cross on each other, and a Justin so happily
absorbed that Laura knew she should have laughed and blessed him and
settled down to help. But she could not. Even his welcome did not warm
her as she stood in the doorway and watched him.
“Here you are! Good! I nearly came round for you yesterday. Now look
here—would you put——” He went into details.
She spoke through them.
“Justin—you did write that letter, didn’t you?”
“But then Bellew has cases with glass tops. What letter?”
“To Mr. Wilbraham. About Coral.”
“Oh! No—not yet. I don’t believe I have.”
“Justin! And you promised Coral.”
“Well—I did mean to. I’m going to. I’ll write tonight.”
“You needn’t,” said Laura without expression. “The part’s filled.”
“Oh, well! there’ll be another soon,” said Justin comfortably. “I’m
sorry. I really am sorry. But what with this arriving—isn’t it a beauty?
You haven’t half looked at it, Laura!—and getting things straight
again—I simply hadn’t time.”
“You hadn’t time!”
The contempt in her voice startled them both—stung like a whip; but she
hurt herself more than she hurt him. She had not realized that it was
possible to feel like that to Justin. She was frightened at herself.
But Justin was annoyed. He did not feel guilty, he felt injured. He was
quite sure he hadn’t had time.
“Oh, shut up, Laura!” he adjured her, and then, with gathering
indignation—“Look here, you know—shut up!” and so retired into the
silence that awaits apologies.
But something was wrong with Laura that day. She too was silent, with a
difference in the quality of her silence that disturbed him. Where he
was dignified, she was ominous. Glancing across at her he found her
studying him and his occupation with an impersonal, appraising air that
altered her whole face: and she had grown white, so white that he
noticed it—that is to say, he thought to himself that she was looking
plain that morning. But when she did speak she was outrageous—
“Justin! do you know—I think you’re almost selfish.”
That was the way, you see, that she talked to him when he was up to his
eyes in work!
“Oh?” said Justin, bearing with her. And then, in sudden heat—“Because I
forgot to write a letter!”
“Oh—you didn’t forget,” she said in her lowest voice.
“Oh?” said Justin again.
“You didn’t forget. You just put it off and put it off, because you
didn’t like the bother, because you didn’t like Coral.”
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