Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“No, no! I wanted to tell you. I forgot, talking. It was a mistake. I
ought to have reminded him. He couldn’t help it. It was the eggs—the new
cases—it put it all out of his head. He was awfully sorry.” She
quickened her pace, panting, as the train drew away from her. But
Coral’s was a carrying voice.
“Take my tip, Laura—smash up his old eggs! Then you’ll have some peace!
Good-bye! Kiss Timmy! Good-bye! Good-bye!”
The train roared out of the station.
Laura, as she muddled her way back to her own platform and settled
herself for the slow return journey, had a half smile for Coral and her
characteristic farewell. She must tell Justin ... or better not?... He
was not likely to stand a joke about his collection.... He wouldn’t see
anything funny.... And yet there was something comical in a grown man
being so absorbed.... If he could only realize that ... join in the joke
against himself.... People would laugh _with_ him then ... but as it
was—she winced—people who didn’t understand laughed _at_ him. He made
himself ridiculous....
She wriggled her shoulders uneasily.
“Of course,” she began, talking aloud to herself in her usual fashion,
“of course it’s only idiots like Coral and silly little Brackenhurst—and
Gran’papa’s always down on every one anyway—but they do laugh. I
wonder—I suppose I couldn’t tell Justin?” And then bitterly—“As if he’d
listen! I don’t count. Nothing counts with Justin except the collection.
Queer how men get wrapped up in a toy! If I told him what they said—not
that one cares a dandelion for what they say—but if I told him——They’re
always saying ‘Why doesn’t he get a job?’ Pure envy, of course. But he’d
only shrug his shoulders. ‘They say. Let them say!’ Justin doesn’t care
a bit about people. Half the time he doesn’t know they’re there. And he
walks on _all_ their corns—bless him! No wonder they get annoyed.
Because it _is_ pure jealousy. Why shouldn’t he play? He’s got plenty of
money. Besides,” she laughed aloud tenderly as she sat all by herself in
the empty carriage and thought of him, “it’s so lovable. It’s like a
child. He’s awfully like Timothy——”
“Only a child,” she was frowning again, “a child grows out of its toys.
But a man—what’s one to do with a man? A man’s so horribly careful of
his toys. What’s one to do? One can’t sit still and let him be laughed
at. What’s one to do with Justin?”
The Brackenhurst hills shrugged their tapestried shoulders as she stared
at them through the jolting windows, saying to her—
“Heaven knows! We bore him and bred him, but—what _is_ one to do?”
“One must do something, you know,” she found herself arguing, “because
he’s not selfish. He’s only self-absorbed. He only wants waking up.”
“Wake him up!” clanked the train, like a live thing. “Wake him up—wake
him up.”
She turned fretfully in her seat.
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