Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“One doesn’t, you know. This scrap was bitterly afraid. I knew! But do
you think it would tell me? Not it. We discussed _Rumpelstiltskin_; but
there was a bear behind our chair all the while and our reflections in
the looking-glass, and always the dark. Got some matches?”
She lit the night-light and set it afloat in its saucer. The tiny flame
turned the black room grey—a ghostly, friendless grey. Justin glanced
thoughtfully from Timothy to the swaying shadows and back again to
Timothy, a small enough sojourner in the desert of double bed. He
coughed.
“I say, Laura——”
“Yes?”
“I say, Laura—let’s give him two night-lights and damn the expense!”
“All right!”
Her voice was casual, yet there was something flame-like about her as
she followed him across the room, sheltering the lighted match with
closed hands, translucently scarlet, a living lamp that lit up her
delicate face and laughing, passionate eyes and the duller red of her
hair. And with the same flame-like restlessness she hovered about him,
enjoying, a little feverishly, her brief authority.
“No, Justin—not there. Put it in the dark corner, by the hanging
cupboard. Yes—oh, quite safe. And, Justin—if you fastened the curtain
back—right back—here, take my scarf—he would see at once there was
nothing behind it. That’s splendid. I don’t think he’ll wake though, do
you? Let’s come away quietly.”
They tiptoed out of the room.
But before the lights of the landing Laura shrank oddly, like a bright
sword slipping back into its sheath. Justin glanced at her more than
once as they went down, and, the stairway being narrow, he made more
room for them both by slipping his arm through hers. He was discovering
that he did not like Laura to look tired.
Now their curiously impersonal alliance had never needed more than a
handshake at rare intervals to confirm it. Such an unfamiliar gesture,
unconscious as he was that it had been a caress, meant, she knew, so
much from him, implied so much of intimacy and approval, that she
flushed at his touch in a pang of secret delight. Yet the fear that was
always upon her when she loved him most, not of him, but of untimely
divergence from his standards, of unwittingly jarring his fastidious and
uncertain taste, held her, now as always, passive, denying him nothing
yet not daring to respond, lest an intonation, a glance, or even the
little welcoming pressure on his arm, should qualify the security of
their relationship.
Yet, in spite of her quiescence and his unconsciousness, they contrived
to drift past the drawing-room door, and the billiard-room door, and all
the allurements of the bridge table, to agree silently to a pacing up
and down of the dim terrace, with its black shadows and window-pools of
light, and its hedge of larkspur and lilies, and Canterbury bells that
jingled hoarsely, as Laura’s skirts passing and repassing set them
a-sway.
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