Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
But Oliver Weathersby Seton, jester to the world at large, had yet to
learn that there was anything to laugh at in Oliver Weathersby Seton. He
sat wrapped in offence, vexed indeed with himself, but, because his
vanity was in shreds, doubly and trebly vexed with the unaccommodating
Laura. He thought that he had never happened on so typical a
_bourgeoise_ ... it just showed how appearances could deceive even a man
of his experience.... He would have vouched for a temperament ... it
showed in every clean-cut line of her.... Yet here she was, kicking up a
fuss like a vicar’s daughter!... He wondered where it would end?... He
believed she was capable of blurting out the whole idiotic business to
Mrs. Cloud ... exaggerating, of course.... Well, it couldn’t be
helped.... Or could it?... A row with Justin would be a beastly
nuisance.... If he’d dreamed she’d take it like that ... such a pretty
girl too.... What a waste! Lord! what a waste!...
Thus Oliver to himself in the pregnant silence that had fallen upon
them; while at his elbow Laura, erect, impassive, attending awfully to
her work and nothing else whatever, had also her thoughts.
What a thing, what an appalling thing to happen to one! Oliver must be
crazy.... Suppose any one.... Suppose Justin—she turned cold at the mere
idea—suppose Justin came to know of it.... Her ears began to burn. He
would think that she—Laura—was the sort of girl who got herself made
love to.... She could imagine his face and the shrug of his
shoulders.... And she could never explain—there was never any chance of
explaining things to Justin: you were summed up—judged—and irrevocable
sentence passed—for a word, a luckless phrase, a nervous gaucherie ...
and you never knew exactly what you had done.... Hopeless to dream of
explaining.... She supposed Oliver would be sure to tell Justin?... they
were such friends....
She flushed darkly. If Oliver were such a beast as to tell Justin....
Oh, but surely Oliver wouldn’t dream of telling Justin?...
Yet she grew more and more miserable.
Suppose Oliver did tell Justin?... Suppose Justin were absolutely
disgusted?... Of course she couldn’t ask Oliver not to tell Justin ...
quite impossible.... It was Oliver’s business to apologize to her....
She never intended to speak to him again except before the Clouds....
But if, by a few words, without being nice in the least.... She had a
perfect right, if she chose, to ask him—to tell him—to order him, that
is, not to tell Justin....
She turned to him, her chin high, catching her breath a little.
“Oliver!”
“Er—yes,” said Oliver.
“I want to say—I merely want to say—whatever I think of you myself—I
shan’t—I don’t want you—it doesn’t seem to me necessary—to bother Mrs.
Cloud.”
“Certainly not!” said Oliver fervently.
There was a pause.
“Or—or anybody,” she added lamely.
“No—no.” He agreed with her.
Again they paused, relenting imperceptibly to each other in their mutual
relief.
But Laura wanted to be quite sure.
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