Fishpingle: A Romance of the CountrysideVachell, Horace Annesley
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Fishpingle: A Romance of the Countryside
Vachell, Horace Annesley
Country life -- England -- Fiction; Household employees -- Fiction
“Last night, my lady. I delivered Sir Geoffrey’s message. I would not
hurt you or distress you for the world——”
“Do you think I don’t know that?”
“Master Lionel means to marry Miss Joyce.”
“Ah!” Their eyes met; she smiled faintly. “I seek his happiness.”
“The happiness you have always sought for others, my lady, is reflected
on your face now.”
She said tranquilly: “And on yours, my old friend.”
She paused, still smiling at him. Then, holding up her head, she spoke
the words which he desired to hear above all others:
“My son has chosen the right wife.”
The effect of them upon Fishpingle was startling and disconcerting.
Colour flowed into his cheeks; his eyes sparkled; his voice broke with
emotion.
“You—you say that. And I doubted. I dared to doubt. May God forgive
me!”
“My sympathies are with Alfred, Lionel, and you.”
“Master Lionel let you tell me that. How good of him!”
Her tones deepened:
“But I know my husband. I know his strength and his weakness. He will
not surrender to any arguments or entreaties of mine, although he loves
me dearly. He is saturated with a sense of his own undivided
responsibilities. He believes that he is acting according to his lights.
He believes that I think as he does. He believes, poor dear fellow! that
at this moment I am _pulverising_ you.”
Fishpingle gasped out: “You are.”
“What can you mean, Ben?”
He burst into vehement speech, and again she was oddly reminded of Sir
Geoffrey, who would sit silent, impassive, if he chanced to be deeply
moved, and then suddenly explode.
“At the back of my mind, at the bottom of my heart, I have always feared
that this sad day might dawn. And I knew what bitter strife would mean
to you, who have always loved peace. It does _pulverise_ me that you
should be brought into this misery.”
He covered his face with his hands. Lady Pomfret gave him time.
Presently she went on:
“If I obey Sir Geoffrey literally, I am to try to make you see yourself
as I see you.”
He looked up, puzzled at the delicate irony of her tone. She faltered a
little.
“It’s not an easy task, Ben, for a woman who loves her husband, a woman
who—who shrinks from exalting another man at his expense.”
“Don’t attempt it, my lady!”
“Ah! But I must. I see you so clearly this morning. I see you, not as
you sit there, worn and sad, but as I saw you first when Sir Geoffrey
came courting me. What a handsome fellow you were, Ben, in those far off
days.”
Unconsciously, Fishpingle sat more upright. He lifted his head. For a
moment youth came back to him. Lady Pomfret continued:
“Even then I used to wonder at your devotion to Sir Geoffrey. I have
gone on wondering ever since, although custom tempered that wonder. It
amazed me, I remember, that you didn’t marry. It amazes me still.” As he
remained silent, avoiding her eyes, she went on gently: “I understand.
There must have been somebody, some girl whom you cared for deeply, and
who didn’t return your love.”
“Yes.”
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