arriving at the station half an hour later. They crossed the river from
Chandernagore to a small railway station on the opposite side. When the
train arrived, she got into the carriage, upon entering which I found
the Chela! And, before even her own things could be placed in the van,
the train, against all regulations and before the bell was rung, started
off, leaving the Bengali gentlemen and her servant behind, only one of
them and the wife and daughter of another--all Theosophists and
candidates for Chelaship--having had time to get in. I myself had
barely the time to jump into the last carriage. All her things, with the
exception of her box containing Theosophical correspondence, were left
behind with her servant. Yet, even the persons that went by the same
train with her did not reach Darjiling. Babu Nobin Banerjee, with the
servant, arrived five days later; and those who had time to take their
seats, were left five or six stations behind, owing to another
unforeseen accident (?), reaching Darjiling also a few days later. It
required no great stretch of imagination to conclude that Madame
Blavatsky was, perhaps, being again taken to the Mahatmas, who, for some
good reasons best known to them, did not want us to be following and
watching her. Two of the Mahatmas, I had learned for a certainty, were
in the neighbourhood of British territory; and one of them was seen and
recognized, by a person I need not name here, as a high Chutukla of
Tibet.
The first days of her arrival Madame Blavatsky was living at the house
of a Bengali gentleman, a Theosophist, refusing to see any one, and
preparing, as I thought, to go again somewhere on the borders of Tibet.
To all our importunities we could get only this answer from her: that
we had no business to stick to and follow her, that she did not want us,
and that she had no right to disturb the Mahatmas with all sorts of
questions that concerned only the questioners, for they knew their own
business best. In despair, I determined, come what might, to cross the
frontier, which is about a dozen miles from here, and find the Mahatmas
or--DIE. I never stopped to think that what I was going to undertake
would be regarded as the rash act of a lunatic. I had no permission, no
"pass" from the Sikkhim Rajah, and was yet decided to penetrate into the
heart of a semi-independent State where, if anything happened, the
Anglo-Indian officials would not--if even they could--protect me, since
I should have crossed over without their permission. But I never even
gave that a thought, but was bent upon one engrossing idea--to find and
see my Guru. Without breathing a word of my intentions to any one, one
morning, namely, October 5, I set out in search of the Mahatma. I had
an umbrella and a pilgrim's staff for sole weapons, with a few rupees in
my purse. I wore the yellow garb and cap. Whenever I was tired on the
road, my costume easily procured for me for a small sum a pony to ride.
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