Cuckoo was not conscious of this. Sometimes she was subtle by intuition;
often she was not subtle at all. When she understood Julian's nature for
the moment, it was because his nature was, for the moment, in close
relation to hers. Her fate was affected by it, or its passages of arms
clashed near her heart. Then intuition, woman's guardian, had eyes and
ears, saw and heard with a distinctness that was nearly brilliant. But
when Julian's nature wandered, and the wanderings did not bring it where
hers was dwelling, her observation slept soundly enough. So she was not
conscious at first of Julian's gentle progress in a new direction.
Whether Valentine was conscious of it did not immediately appear, for
Julian said nothing. For five years he had not had a secret from
Valentine. Now he had to have one. He ranked Valentine with Doctor
Levillier as too good to be told of the evil thing. When he had had
temptations and resisted them he had told Valentine of them frankly. Now
he had temptations, and was beginning not to resist them; he kept silence
about them. This silence lasted for a little while, and then Valentine
swept it away, involuntarily it seemed, and by means of action, not of
words.
One day Julian met a man at his club, a lively, devil-may-care soldier of
fortune in the world. The man came to where he was sitting and said:
"So, Addison, your god has fallen from his pedestal. He's only a Dagon
after all."
Julian looked at him ignorantly.
"What god?" he asked.
"Your saint has tumbled from his perch. I never believed in him."
He was of the species that never believes in anything except vice and the
_Sporting Times_.
Julian rejoined:
"I don't understand you."
"Cresswell," said the man.
Julian began to wonder what was coming, and silently got ready for the
defence, as he always did instinctively when Valentine was the subject of
attack.
"What have you got to say about Cresswell?" he asked curtly.
"My dear chap, now don't you get your frills out. Nothing that I should
mind being said about me, I assure you. Only Cresswell will soon lose his
nickname if he goes on as he's going now."
"I'm in the dark."
"That's what he likes being, if what they say is true. Quite a
night-bird, I'm told."
"You'd better be more explicit."
But the man glanced at Julian's face and seemed to think better of it. He
moved off muttering:
"Damned rot, minding a little chaff. And when we're all in the same boat
too."
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