Together they crossed the Circus and mingled with the humming mob at the
corner of Regent Street. They pushed their way towards Piccadilly with
difficulty, for numbers of people at this hour do not attempt to walk,
but stand stock still, despite the cry of the policeman, staring at the
passers-by, or talking and laughing with the women who throng the
pavement. Having elbowed their way along as far as the St. James
restaurant, they began to move with a little more ease, and could have
talked as they went, but apparently neither of them felt conversational.
Julian was comparing the vision of the moon with the vision of the
street, a comparison no doubt often made even by young men in London on
still nights of summer, suggestive to most people, perhaps, of much
the same thoughts--yet a comparison to thrill, as all the wild and
eternal contrasts of life thrill. And Julian was thinking, too, rather
sombrely of himself. Cuckoo walked on beside him, looking straight before
her. Quite unconsciously, with the unconsciousness of a mechanical toy,
expressive at the turning of a key in its interior, she had assumed her
thin, invariable, professional smile. It came to her face in a flash when
the pavement of Piccadilly came to her feet. She did not know it was
there.
The moon looked down on it, yet, if Julian had been able to see, perhaps
the little flame still flickered in those eyes which had been full of
tears. But a little beyond St. James's Hall their silent progress was
arrested, for they both saw Valentine pass them swiftly in the crowd.
He saw them, too, but did not attempt to speak to them. With a smile at
Julian he walked on. Julian gazed after him, then turned to Cuckoo.
"And you saw him here to-night before I met you?" he asked.
"Yes."
"How long ago?"
"Two hours, I dare say."
After that Julian ceased to think of the vision of the moon. But
presently he noticed that Cuckoo was walking more slowly.
"You're tired?" he said.
She nodded.
"Have you been out all the evening?"
She nodded again.
"Take a cab and go home. I'll pay the man."
"No; I can't go yet."
"Why not?"
"I can't," she repeated, and a mulish look of obstinacy came into her
face.
Julian guessed the miserable reason.
"Let me--" he began, and in a moment his hand would have been in his
pocket. She stopped him.
"I told you as I never would, not from you," she said. "And I wouldn't,
all the more since--since that night."
Then, after an instant, she added:
"But you'd better leave me to myself now."
And then Julian realized that his presence and company were ruining her
chance. That thought turned him sick and dull.
"I can't," he began almost desperately.
She gave with her hand a little twitch at his.
"I say," she whispered, and she spoke to him as if to Jessie in the tiny
flannel-lined basket, "Go bials! will you?"
"But you?" he said, and there was something that was half a sob in his
voice.
"I can't. But you--go bials."
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