Cuckoo took away her hands. A conviction pierced her that the weapons a
woman may use with effect against an ordinary man could be of no service
now, and with this man. She faded abruptly from anger and violence into
fatigue, always closely accompanied by fear.
"I'm awfully tired to-night," she said. "Please do go! I'm home because
I'm tired."
"The walk from Harley Street was too much for you. You shouldn't make
such exertions."
For the first time a sinister note rang in his voice.
"I shall go where I like," Cuckoo answered, and this time with some real
sturdiness of manner. "It ain't nothin' to you where I go, nor what I
do."
"How can you tell that?"
She laid her chin in the upturned palms of her two hands, planting her
elbows on her knees.
"How can it be?" she said. "I'm nothin' to you, nor I ain't going to be
either."
"That's what you say."
"And it's God's truth too!" she cried again with violence, as the sense
of Valentine's inflexible power grew in her.
"I'm going to smoke if you will allow me," Valentine said.
Slowly he drew out and lit a cigarette, Cuckoo neither refusing nor
permitting it. With protruding lips he threw the light smoke round him.
Then speaking through it he said:
"Tell me why you go to Harley Street."
"I ain't goin' to talk to you."
"Tell me why. It lies out of your beat; it's a respectable thoroughfare."
The words were said to sting. Cuckoo let them go by. She had been stung
too often, and repetition of cruelty sometimes kills what it repeats. She
set her lips to silence, with a look of obstinacy not impressive, but
merely mulish and childish.
"Well?" Valentine said.
She made no answer. He did not seem angry, but continued:
"You find few fish for your net there, I imagine. But perhaps you don't
go for fish. What was the name you read upon the door while I watched
you?"
This time Cuckoo, changing her mind, as she often did, with all the
swiftness of a crude nature, answered him:
"You know well enough!"
"It was Dr. Levillier, wasn't it?"
She nodded her head silently.
"Why do you go to his door? What do you want with him?"
Cuckoo's quick woman's instinct detected a suspicion of something that
was like anxiety in his voice as he said the words. In an instant the
warm impulse that, in her silent meditation, had led her to buckle on her
armour and to think, with a certain courage, that she was to fight one
day, stirred and glowed and leaped up, an impulse greater than herself.
The fear that had fallen upon her was lessened, for she felt that this
man, too, might, nay did, know fear.
"What's that to you?"
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