They entered the room. As they did so the hot, sticky scent of the hidden
hyacinths poured out to meet them. For a moment it seemed overwhelming,
and Cuckoo hung back with an almost unconquerable sensation of aversion
and even of fear. The aspect of this small room astonished her; she had
never seen any chamber so arranged. Certainly, it looked very unusual
to-night. The small fire was hidden by a large screen of white wood, with
panels of dull green brocade. Only one of the electric lamps was turned
on, and that was shaded, so that the diffused light was faint, a mere
unflickering twilight. The masses of tulips hung like quantities of
monotonously similar shadows from the tented ceiling, and the flood of
scent caused the room to seem even smaller than it really was, a tiny
temple dedicated to the uncommon, perhaps to the sinister.
"We will see the old year out and drink our _café noir_ here," said
Valentine. "Where will you sit, Miss Bright?"
"I don't mind. It's all one to me," murmured Cuckoo. "What a funny room,
though!" she could not help adding. "It ain't like a room at all."
"Imagine it an Arab tent, the home of a Bedouin Sheik in a desert of
Nubia," said Valentine. "This divan is very comfortable. Let me arrange
the cushions for you."
As he bent over her to do so, he murmured in her ear:
"And you, having tossed your will away, are nothing!"
They had been the last words of his gospel, proclaimed to her that night
on which she prayed!
The lady of the feathers looked up at him with a new knowledge, the
knowledge of her recent lonely nights, of which he knew nothing as yet;
the knowledge of that glancing spectre of want whom, by her own action,
she summoned while she feared its gaunt presence; the knowledge of the
doctor's trust in her; the knowledge of her great love for Julian; the
knowledge, perhaps, that leaning her arms upon the slippery horse-hair
sofa in her little room, she had once thrown a muttered prayer,
incoherent, unfinished, yet sincere, out into the great darkness that
encompasses the beginning, the progress, and the ending of all human
lives with mystery. She looked up at him with this world of mingling
knowledge in her eyes, and Valentine drew away from her with a stifling
sensation of frigid awe.
"What--what?" he began. Then, recovering himself, he turned suddenly
away.
"Sit down, doctor. Do you like my flowers? Julian, are you still tired?
The coffee will wake you up. A cigarette, doctor, or a cigar? Here are
the matches."
Julian came over heavily and sat down on the divan by Cuckoo. His
unnatural lethargy was gradually passing away into a more explicable
fatigue, no longer speechless. Leaning on his elbow, he looked into
her face with his weary eyes, in which to-night there was a curious dim
pathos. It seemed that the only thing which had so far struck him during
the evening was still Cuckoo's confusion over her own misunderstanding
at dinner, for he now again referred to it.
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