As he spoke he looked into the hollow eyes of Cuckoo, seeming, strangely,
to seek in them the will-o'-the-wisp of which he spoke.
"Never look for it in unfurnished rooms," Valentine exclaimed with sudden
violence.
This glance of Julian, so the doctor judged, precipitated his curious and
subtle insanity towards an outburst.
"You will find it in the thing that is most definite, not in the thing
that is most indefinite. Isn't it so, doctor? Happiness lies in the
positive, not in the negative."
"Happiness lies in many places. Each finds it in a different house."
"Perhaps you can't tell where I should find it, Val," Julian interposed,
with a certain sturdiness of manner.
"No," said Cuckoo, eagerly.
The coffee, it appeared, had an effect upon her too. There was a life,
a keen intentness in her thin, white face, not visible there before.
Valentine turned round upon her. He was holding his coffee cup in his
right hand. With the other he put his cigarette to his lips.
"Can you tell us where Mr. Addison is likely to find happiness?" he said.
"Can you tell us, lady of the feathers?"
"No. He can tell himself. That's all," she said. "Let him find it
himself."
"Each for himself and God for us all, eh?"
"I don't know about God," she said, looking towards the doctor as if for
assistance.
"Each for another and God for us all is perhaps a better motto," the
doctor interposed.
"Ah, Charity!"
Valentine took out his watch and looked at it.
"Charity! Midnight is approaching, and, of course, this is Charity's
benefit-night by common consent. Thank you, doctor, for the hint. Did
the dying old year prompt you with its husky voice full of the wind and
of the snow?"
"Possibly."
"Let us have some more coffee. Julian, give me Miss Bright's cup. You
shall have your absinthe presently. Wade has not forgotten it."
"Absinthe?" said the doctor.
"Julian drinks it every night. He has got tired of whiskey. Doctor, your
cup too."
"We shall not sleep a wink to-night."
"All the better. Why should not we see the dawn in, as we did once
before? You recollect."
"Ah, Val! on the night of your trance."
"Yes. You were not here then, lady of the feathers."
He spoke with a light mockery.
"I fainted, or died--the doctor was deceived into thinking so--and was
born again in the dawn of the very day on which Julian first met you."
Cuckoo shivered with the recollection of Marr and her horror of that
night.
"Why do you shiver?" Valentine continued. "Do you find the room cold?"
"No, no."
Indeed, the heat and the overpowering scent of the hyacinths had
previously weighed upon her physique, and increased the _malaise_
into which her curious new dutifulness, and the faint spectre which
drew near to her, had brought her.
"Perhaps you shiver in the influence of this little room," he continued,
persistently. "Julian and I once did so. Eh, Julian?"
"Yes, in those sittings."
"I didn't shiver," Cuckoo said, bluntly and very obviously lying.
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