Americans -- England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I wish you would! I wish you would! Won't you try?" Guest cried
eagerly. He, himself, did not know what he really meant by the inquiry,
for the words had sprung to his lips almost without thought. He was as
much startled by the sound of them as was Cornelia herself. He saw the
dismay in her eyes, the dawning comprehension; he saw something else
also--the first flicker of self-consciousness, the first tell-tale droop
of the lids. She put him off with a light answer, and he went out to
pace the streets until the night closed around him. ... What was this
that had happened, and what was it going to mean? One week--a week to
the day since he had first met this girl and conceived a violent dislike
to her on the spot. Voice, accent, and manner had alike jarred on his
nerves: she had appeared in every respect the opposite to the decorous,
soft-voiced, highly-bred, if somewhat inane, damsel who represented his
ideal of feminine charm. One week ago! What magic did she possess,
this little red-haired, white-faced girl, to make such short work of the
scruples of a lifetime? What was this mysterious feminine charm which
blinded his senses to everything but just herself, and the dearness of
her, and the longing to have her for his own? The jarring element had
not disappeared, the difference of thought still existed, but for the
moment he was oblivious of their existence. For the first time in his
three-and-thirty years he was in love, and had room for no other
thought.
The morning brought colder reflections. When--supposing he ever
married, it would be wormwood and gall to see his wife condemned by his
friends! He had looked forward to espousing the daughter of some
irreproachable county family, and returning to his old home to live in
frugal state for the rest of his life; driving to church in the old
barouche, attending a succession of dull, country-house dinners; taking
the chair at village meetings. He tried to imagine Cornelia spending
long, peaceful years as the squire's wife, contentedly pottering about
the village, superintending Dorcas meetings, and finding recreation in
occasional garden parties, where the same people met the same people,
attired in the same frocks, and sat meekly in rows, drinking claret cup
and sour lemonade, but the effort failed. Cornelia obstinately refused
to fit into the niche. He could summon up a vision of her, indeed, but
it was a disconcerting vision, in which she "pranced round," while the
neighbourhood turned its back, and pursed disapproving lips.
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