Americans -- England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I think you and Mrs Ramsden have somewhat different standards,
mother," put in Geoffrey quietly. He turned towards the last-mentioned
lady, bending forward and speaking with deliberate emphasis. "I quite
agree with you, Mrs Ramsden, that I am unworthy of your daughter. I
wish I had been a better man for her sake. With her to help me I hope I
might become a man more after your own heart. As my mother says, I have
so far been a respectable member of society, for the things which you
condemn in me are after all matters of opinion, but at this moment I
stand at the parting of the ways. If you give me Elma, I shall look
upon her as a sacred trust, and shall be a better man for her sake. I
_must_ be a better man with her beside me! ... If you refuse; if she
refuses"--he shrugged expressively--"you empty my life of all I value.
The responsibility will be upon your shoulders!"
"That is not true! You can depute to nobody the responsibility of your
own soul," Mrs Ramsden began solemnly, but Madame interrupted with an
impatient gesture.
"I thought Geoffrey was not to interfere! For pity's sake don't let us
waste time talking sentiment! We are here to discuss this matter in a
sensible, business manner. Let us begin at once, and not waste time!"
To her surprise Elma met her glance with a smile. A happy, composed
little smile, which brought the dimples into her soft cheeks. Really
the child was wonderful! Her quietness and self-possession were in
delightful contrast with her mother's flustered solemnity. Madame
returned the smile, with restored equanimity, and felt a thrill of
artistic satisfaction.
"I am afraid Geoffrey and I hardly look at our engagement from a
business point of view!" said Elma, slowly. "It _is_ a matter of
sentiment with us, and we are not a bit ashamed of it, but I must answer
mother first. ... Mother, dear, you are shocked because Geoffrey says
he would not be good without me, but when _you_ were young, when you
were careless, and enjoyed things which you disapprove of now, was there
no good influence in your life which helped you to be strong? It may
have been a companion, or a book, or a sermon--one of a hundred things--
but when it came, weren't you thankful for it? Didn't you hold close to
it and fear lest it should go? I am Geoffrey's influence! I'm glad and
proud that it is so. If I can help him in one little way, I'd rather do
it than anything else in all the world! When he feels like that about
me, I should think it very, very wrong to give him up."
"Elma, my dear, these are specious arguments! You are deceiving
yourself, and preparing a bitter awakening! Mr Greville does not even
understand what he is promising. His ideas and yours are different as
night from day; the same words convey different meanings to you and him.
You would find as you talked together that there was a gulf between you
on every serious subject."
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