Americans -- England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
When the last hour arrived, the very last, Cornelia's friends assembled
at the station to bid her good-bye; Miss Briskett, tall and angular in
her new grey costume; Mrs Ramsden with the black feather fiercely erect
in the front of her bonnet; lovely, blooming Elma attended by her swain,
and in the background the faithful Mary, holding on to the dressing-bag,
and sniffing dolorously. Cornelia had refused to be escorted farther on
the journey, and now that the hour had arrived, her one longing was to
say her farewells and be left to herself.
She was eager to be off, yet, when the train steamed slowly out of the
station, she was gripped by a strange, swift spasm of anguish. Not on
her friends' behalf. Aunt Soph had made no pretence of anything beyond
polite regret. Elma and Mary shared a personal happiness so deep, that,
for the time at least, the departure of a friend held no lasting sting.
Cornelia could wave adieu to each, rejoicing in their joy, in the
remembrance that she had had some small share in bringing it about; yet
the torturing pain continued, the desolating ache of disappointment.
What was it for which she had waited? What hope had lived persistent at
the back of her mind, while she had pretended that she had no hope? She
knew now that, hour by hour, she had lived in the expectation of Guest's
return; had felt an unreassuring conviction that he must come before she
left! That she had done her utmost to prevent his coming had nothing to
do with the case. Surely, when she had so sternly followed the dictates
of reason, there was all the more need for some good fairy to weave a
miracle which should upset her plans. Something must happen!
Something! At sweet-and-twenty it is so difficult to believe in the
irrevocable!
The journey to London was alive with memories. In this corner she had
sat watching Guest's face, listening to his voice as he told the story
of his life. At this landscape they had looked together, admiring, and
comparing tastes and impressions. At Paddington, Mrs Moffatt had stood
in waiting upon the platform. Cornelia was thankful to be safe inside
the boat-mail, away from the pressing memories. Here the atmosphere was
of home. Eye and ear caught on every side the familiar accent, the
familiar phraseology; the familiar tilt of the hat, and squaring of
shoulder. The passenger list included more than one well-known name,
and once afloat she was sure of companionship. She settled down in her
corner, with a sigh of relief, as of one who has reached a haven after
struggling in deep waters. This was a foretaste of home! These people
were her own kindred; their ways were her ways, their thoughts her
thoughts. For the first time since her arrival on English soil she felt
the rest of being in perfect accord with her surroundings. With
Cornelia America was a passion; life away from her native land was only
half a life.
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