Floating Fancies among the Weird and the OccultHolmes, Clara H.
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Floating Fancies among the Weird and the Occult
Holmes, Clara H.
American fiction -- 19th century; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, American
Merna felt a hysterical desire to laugh; two proposals in one morning,
and not an earthly thing which she could call her own; she thought
grimly that she could not accuse either of them of being fortune
hunters. Everything had been taken except a small sheet-iron stove, an
old chair, and a rickety table, these had not been considered worth
removing. She sat down in the chair, and laid her head on her arms on
the table; she wished that she could cry, her heart beat so heavily; a
wild anguish swept over her as she thought of her mother; she would not
have deserted her in her hour of need; she cried aloud as a thought of
Ned forced itself upon her consciousness: “Why cling to the shadow of a
love, which only tantalizes me; he had no real love for me! I was just a
good comrade—and a fool!” she added bitterly.
Presently she resumed her self-communing: “Why not accept this last
proposal? Tom Thornton is a good man, and he loves me; better one who
loves me so well, than waste my life upon a shadow which ever eludes my
grasp;” the well-remembered look of Ned’s jolly face—though she was so
sad—made her smile, then sigh restlessly.
With her head resting upon the table she dropped off into wearied
slumber, from whence she entered dreamland. Strange, troubled visions
passed her, out of which evolved Tom Thornton’s face, she heard him
enter, and he stood beside her, her affianced husband; he sought to take
her hand, but she turned from him with aversion, reaching out both hands
to Ned, who approached her, stern and menacing.
“I can-not! I can-not!” she cried piteously.
“What is it, that you cannot do?” said a hearty voice in her ear.
“Marry Tom Thornton!” raising her woe-begone, haggard face.
“I should think not! You are going to marry me this very night! I’ve got
everything fixed—a nice home, and all,” he finished exultantly, but as
usual, indefinitely.
Merna was very wide awake now, and cried out, bitterly, “Why did you
come back? Why don’t you stay away when you go?” the only thought
presented to her mind being that he would stay until her whole hopes
were fixed upon him, then he would again leave.
“Why did I come? After you, of course! Little woman, I depended upon
you, you promised me, you know!” his voice trembling with an undefined
fear.
“Yes, I remember that I promised, but you seem to have forgotten, ever
since that you asked me for that promise!” indignantly.
His good-looking face sobered into amazement: “Merna! I only wished to
keep all the worry away from you. I thought that you would not
understand, and if I told you it would make you anxious!” a deep trouble
in his voice.
Merna stood up, her hands on his shoulders: “Oh, Ned, Ned! Do you think
that I am a baby—that I haven’t a grain of sense? A woman thinks that
the man she loves is able to accomplish all things—if only he tells her
all about it,” she finished with a gleeful laugh.
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