Floating Fancies among the Weird and the OccultHolmes, Clara H.
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Floating Fancies among the Weird and the Occult
Holmes, Clara H.
American fiction -- 19th century; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, American
I turned again to renew my warfare—but the specter was nowhere to be
seen. I stood bewildered awaiting its return; but it came no more, and
with a shiver—half of fright, half of cold—I closed the window and crept
into bed; as I pulled the blankets about me, and snuggled down into the
pillows, I felt a comforting sense of having defeated my adversary; from
that beatific state I fell to musing upon the many contradictory
teachings of this life, and idly wondering which was right, or if all
were in error, and thus I drifted into slumber.
Grandma Yoeman was in a state of terrible excitement the next morning
over the devastation of the storm.
“To think, I’ve had that looking-glass ever since I was married! I do
hope it won’t bring you any bad luck, Miss Eda!” said she plaintively.
“Oh, nonsense, grandma! From this hour my better health and my happiness
are assured,” I replied gayly. I had such perfect confidence that I
should no more be troubled by the uncanny vision that it made me very
happy.
As I was lazily putting on my clothing, grandma’s lamentations broke out
afresh: “There’s that picture that my niece Mandy painted, broke all to
bits!”
“I wonder that I never saw the picture,” said I, more to comfort grandma
by an interest in her misfortune than for any other reason.
“Oh, I covered it up to keep the dust from it; it was real purty, jest
shone at night like anything,” she concluded regretfully.
From that time on, I danced about the old house, and dreamed under the
gnarled apple trees, or among the sweet-scented clover, as happy as it
is possible to be—except for one longing pain.
I seemed to see that I might, and ought to be, uplifted, exalted above
all evil; thus gaining the right from that elevation of purity, to pity
and forgive the soul so warped as to prefer evil to good. I now
understood that it was like crossing a bridge spanning a foul stream;
one might shudder at the offensive sight, but no soil or attaint could
touch even the outer garments. I let the sweet air of heaven blow all my
bitterness away; the birds and flowers spoke only of love and harmony,
and their sweet language taught me that I too had sinned, although I had
transgressed simply because I did not understand that I need neither
fraternize nor hold aloof, but walk my way in peace and quietude;
inasmuch as it lies not in the power of any person to wound my feelings,
or to injure me beyond the material; that within me, only, lies the
weakness which makes that possible.
As I sat watching the great, lumbering bumble-bees crawl in and out of
the hollyhocks, thinking what fortunate fellows they were, to taste only
the sweets of life, there came a quiet step behind me, and a hand was
laid upon my shoulder which thrilled me from head to foot; I essayed to
rise, but my traitor limbs refused their support; the well-remembered
voice sounded afar off, but—oh, so sweet!
“I have come to ask your forgiveness, and to acknowledge my wrong;
little woman, will you be merciful?”
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