Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.Moodie, Susanna
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Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.
Moodie, Susanna
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"I, for my part, swore that the child was the image of him; and, in
order to lull his suspicions, conferred upon it the odious and hated
name of Noah.
"My mistress often visited my chamber during my confinement. Once, she
brought Mr. Carlos with her to see the baby. 'It is a beautiful little
cherub!' he cried, kissing it, with all his heart in his eyes, 'the
picture of Annie.'
"'You will laugh at me, Walter,' said my mistress gravely, 'but I think
the child is so like you!'
"She looked at him steadily in the face as she said this. I thought he
would have let the babe drop, he did so stammer and colour as he tried
to laugh her words off as a good joke. As to me, my face burnt like
fire, and I drew up the bed-clothes in order to conceal it. She looked
first at me, and then at Mr. Carlos. There needed no further witness of
our guilt. We were both convicted by conscience, yet boldly endeavoured
to affect indifference.
"'I see how it is,' she said, bursting into tears, 'you have both
cruelly wronged me. Yet, for this poor babe's sake, I pray God to
forgive you.'
"She kissed the infant with great tenderness (she never had one of her
own), laid it in the bed beside me, and withdrew in tears. My heart
smote me, and I wept too. The Squire bent over me, and kissing the tears
from my eyes, said in a whisper, 'Annie, the cat is out of the bag. My
darling, you cannot stay here. I will get a carriage, and take you to
London. You will be well taken care of, and I can see you whenever I
like, without the painful restraint we are forced to put upon our
actions here.'
"I did not answer. I was sorry for my mistress, and ashamed of my own
base conduct. At that moment I almost felt as if I hated him.
"It was some days before I was able to be moved from my bed; but I saw
my mistress no more. The girl who waited upon me, and who was well paid
by Mr. Carlos for her attendance, told me that she was very ill; that
the doctor visited her twice a-day, and said that she must be kept very
quiet, and nothing said or done to agitate her feelings; that she
believed her sickness was occasioned by a quarrel she had had with Mr.
Carlos, but she did not know what it was all about; the Squire had left
her room in a great rage, and was gone from home for a week.
"I felt certain that I was the cause of this illness, and that the
quarrel was about me, which made me very anxious to leave the house.
"That evening my husband came in to see me. He had been drinking freely.
He sat down by the bed-side, and looked cross and moodily at me. The
baby began to cry, and I asked him to hold it for me for a minute.
"'The hateful brat!' he said, 'I would rather wring its neck.'
"'What an affectionate father!' I cried.
"'Father!' he burst out in a voice of thunder. 'Will you dare to call
_me_ the father of this child?'
"'Of course it is your child.'
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