Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.Moodie, Susanna
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Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.
Moodie, Susanna
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She felt that, however great the magnitude of his crime, he had bitterly
repented of it long ago; that he had suffered untold agonies of remorse
and contrition; that his punishment had been more than his reason could
well bear; that he had suffered more from the pangs of conscience than
he ever could experience from the hands of man. All his kindness to her,
since the day she became his wife, returned to her with a sense of
tenderness she never had felt for him before. She never suspected how
deeply she loved him, till she was forced to part from him for ever: her
soul melted within her, and she shed floods of tears.
She saw him alone in the dark dungeon, surrounded by the frightful
phantoms of a guilty conscience, with no pitying voice to soothe his
overwhelming grief, or speak words of peace or comfort to his tortured
spirit, and she thought, "I will go to him to-morrow; I will at least
say to him, I pity you, my dear unhappy husband. I pray you to forgive
me for the great evil I have brought upon you."
With this thought uppermost in her mind, the miserable Sophy, overcome
by her long fast, and worn out by the excitement of the past day, fell
into a profound sleep.
And lo, in the black darkness of that dreary room, she thought she
beheld a bright shining light. It spread and brightened, and flowed all
around her like the purest moonlight, and the centre condensed into a
female form, smiling and beautiful, which advancing, laid a soft hand
upon her head, and whispered in tones of ineffable sweetness,--
"Pray--pray for _him_ and thyself, and thou shalt find peace." The face
and the voice were those of her dead sister Charlotte, and a sudden joy
shot into her heart, and the vision faded away, and she awoke, and
behold it was a dream.
Sophy rose up, and sank down upon the ground, and buried her face in her
hands, and tried to pray, for the first time in her life, earnestly and
truthfully, in the firm belief that He to whom she addressed her
petition was able to help and save her, in her hour of need. Few and
imperfect were her words; but they flowed from the heart, and He who
looks upon the heart, gave an answer of peace.
Memory, ever faithful in the hour of grief, supplied her with a long
catalogue of the sins and follies of a misspent life. Deeply she
acknowledged the vanity and nothingness of those things in which she had
once felt such an eager, childish delight; and she asked forgiveness of
her Maker for a thousand faults that she had never acknowledged as
faults before.
The world to the prosperous has many attractions. It is their
paradise--they seek for no other; and to part with its enjoyments
comprises the bitterness of death. Even the poor work on, and hope for
better days. It is only the wounded in spirit, and sad of heart, that
reject its allurements, and turn with their whole soul to God. Out of
much tribulation they are new-born to life--that better life promised
to them by their Lord and Saviour.
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