Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.Moodie, Susanna
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Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.
Moodie, Susanna
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"Oh, George, you know Uncle is not over particular. An aristocrat with
regard to his game, and any infringement on his rights on that score,
but a perfect democrat in his familiarity with his domestics and
tenants. He used to send for this Noah to play with us during the
holidays. He was a beautiful, curly-headed lad; and we treated him with
too much condescension, but it was Uncle's fault;--he should have known
that the boy was no companion for young people in our rank. This saucy,
spoilt boy, had not only the impudence to fall in love with me, but to
tell me so to my face."
"The scoundrel!" muttered the young man.
"Of course I never spoke to him again. I complained to Uncle, and he
only treated it as a joke. It is a pity," she added, in a less boastful
and haughty tone, "that he is not a gentleman: he is a handsome,
noble-looking peasant."
They rode out of hearing, leaving me rooted to the spot. The sudden turn
in the path had hidden me from their observation, and brought them and
the theme of their conversation too terribly near.
Miss Ella's description of me cut into my heart, and stung me like an
adder. I pressed my hand upon my burning brain,--upon my aching heart, I
tried to tear her image from both. Vain effort! Passion had done its
work effectually. The limning of years could not be effaced by the
desecrating power of mortified vanity.
I saw her many times during that visit to the Hall; but, beyond raising
my cap respectfully when she passed me, no word of recognition ever
escaped from my lips. Once or twice I thought, from her manner, and the
earnest way in which she regarded me, that she almost wished me to speak
to her.
Her horse ran away with her one morning in the park, and she lost her
seat, but received no serious injury. I caught the animal, and helped
her to remount. Our eyes met, and she blushed very deeply, and her hand
trembled as it lay for a moment in mine. Trifling as these circumstances
were, they gave birth at the time to the most extravagant hopes, which
filled me with a sort of ecstasy. I almost fancied that she loved
me,--she, the proud, highborn, beautiful lady. Alas! I knew little of
the coquetry of woman's nature, or that a girl of her rank and fortune
would condescend to notice a poor lad like me, to gratify her own vanity
and love of admiration.
I went home intoxicated with delight; and that night I dreamt I found a
vast sum of gold beneath a pine-tree in one of the plantations, and that
Ella Carlos had consented to become my wife. My vision of happiness was,
however, doomed to fade. The next day Mrs. Carlos and her son and
daughter left the Hall, and I did not see her again before she went.
For weeks after their departure I moped about in a listless, dispirited
manner, loathing my menial occupation, and despising the low origin
which formed an insurmountable barrier between me and the beautiful
mistress of my heart.
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