Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.Moodie, Susanna
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Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.
Moodie, Susanna
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I was not prepared for this fresh agony; but I saw that there was no
getting rid of our troublesome visitors without endeavouring to satisfy
their insatiable greed for news; and I went through the dreadful task
with more nerve than I expected. My mother listened to the recital with
breathless interest, and the women clung to me with open eyes and mouth,
as if their very life depended upon my words, often interrupting me with
uncouth exclamations of surprise and horror. At length all was told that
I could tell. My mother again broke into passionate tears.
"Poor Mrs. Martin!" she sobbed, "how dreadful it must be to her. I pity
her from my very soul!"
I had never given Martin's unfortunate mother a single thought. I was
not naturally cruel, and this planted a fresh arrow in my heart.
"It is about eight years ago that she lost her husband," said neighbour
Smith. "He died from the bite of a mad dog. He was the 'Squire's
gamekeeper then. Little Sally was not born until five months after her
father's death. I don't know how the widow has contrived to scratch
along, and keep out of the workhouse. But she was always a hard-working
woman. She had no friend like the Squire, to take _her_ by the hand and
give her son a genteel education. She did get along, however, and sent
that Bill to Mr. Bullen's school; but she half starved herself to do
it--and what good? He has been a world of trouble to her, and almost
broke her heart before he run off to 'Meriky. This fresh misfortune
will go nigh to kill her outright."
"And was it to add to this poor devoted creature's sorrows," I asked
myself, "that I was prepared to give false evidence against her son?"
For well I knew, that his life depended upon that evidence.
For Martin I felt no pity. His death never filled me with remorse like
the murder of the 'Squire. He was born for the gallows. I had only
forestalled him in the deed that would send him to the grave. He had
sought the spot with the intention to rob and kill. I had no doubts on
that head; and I persuaded myself that he had richly merited the fate
that awaited him. But the grief of his unhappy mother awakened a pang in
my breast that was not so easily assuaged.
The women at length took their leave, and I was alone with my mother.
For some minutes she remained silent, her hands pressed tightly over her
breast, and her tear-swollen eyes fixed mournfully on the ground.
"Noah," she said, at length, slowly raising her head, and looking me
earnestly in the face, "do you think that the family would allow me to
look at the corpse?"
I actually started with horror. I felt the blood recede from my cheeks,
and a cold chill creep from my hair downwards.
"Good God! Mother, what should make you wish to see him? He is a
frightful spectacle!--so frightful that I would not look at him again
for worlds!"
"Oh," groaned my mother, "it is hard to part from him for ever, without
one last look!"
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