Flower o' the Heather: A Story of the Killing TimesMacKenna, Robert William
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Flower o' the Heather: A Story of the Killing Times
MacKenna, Robert William
Adventure stories; Covenanters -- Scotland -- Fiction; Love stories; Scotland -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction
We were thrown much together. Sometimes I would accompany her when she
went about her duties on the farm; and many a pleasant hour we spent
together on the green hill-side. Almost daily I discovered some new and
beautiful trait in her character. To know her was to love her. No words
can paint her. Vivid, alluring, she was like a mountain stream--at one
time rippling over the shallows of life alive with sunny laughter, or
again, falling into quiet reflective pools, lit by some inner
light--remote, mysterious. Her haunting variety perplexed me while it
charmed me.
Sometimes I was tempted to throw ardent arms about her and pour my love
into her ears in a torrent of fervid words. That is the way of the bold
lover, but I feared that to declare my love in such cavalier fashion
might defeat its end. None but a woman with some rude fibres in her
being can care to be treated in such fashion--and I imagined that Mary’s
soul was delicate and fragile as a butterfly’s wing, and would be
bruised by such mishandling.
My love for her grew daily, but I hesitated to declare it till I should
know whether it was returned. And Mary gave me no clue. If on a day she
had lifted me to the heights of bliss by some special winsomeness, she
would dash my hope to the earth again by avoiding me for a time so that
I was thrown back on my thoughts for companionship. And they gave me
little solace. Over and over again I remembered the warning of the dear
old saint of the hills: "She’s no’ for you. The dove maunna mate wi’
the corbie."
At nights I lay awake distraught. Was her kindness to me, her winning
sweetness, no more than the simple out-pouring of a woman’s heart for a
man she pitied? I had no need of pity: I hated it: my heart hungered
for love. I had yet to learn that there is always pity in a woman’s
love.
At last I brought my fevered mind to a resolute decision. I would
speak. For the sake of those who had succoured me I must leave
Daldowie, but before I went I must try to find out the secret in Mary’s
heart.
The hour came unsought, and took me almost unaware.
We had wandered further afield than was our wont, and on a mellow autumn
afternoon we sat by the side of a burn. We had been chatting gaily,
when, suddenly, silence fell between us like a sword.
I looked at Mary. Her eyes were fixed on distance, and my gaze fell
from the sweet purity of her face to the rich redness of the bunch of
rowan berries set in the white of her bodice.
"Mary," I began, "I have something to say to you." She turned and
looked at me quickly, but did not speak.
I drew an anxious breath and continued: "I am going away."
Her pointed little chin rose quickly, and she spoke rapidly: "You’re
gaun away. Whatever for?"
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