Petroleum industry and trade -- Texas -- Fiction; Texas -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction
"Mrs. Fulton, I have learned that life is a mixed affair, and that most
of our actions are the results of conflicting motives. Yes, and that we
ourselves are products of conflicting forces, good and evil. Few of us
are as good as we would like to have people believe nor as bad as we
appear. I wonder if you will believe me when I say that I--like you."
"Certainly not."
"Nevertheless, I do. For one thing, you are a good fighter and a good
loser. I try to be, but I fear I lack your spirit. I would not have
hurt you willingly."
The woman tossed her head and turned away; when she spoke, it was
wearily: "I might have known I couldn't make the jump. I never did win
a big race. A good loser, eh? Well, I've had enough practice at it. How
is Buddy? Hurt, I suppose. His young life is blasted; he'll never trust
another woman."
"He is standing it pretty well, and is greatly cheered by the fact that
he can see out of his left eye practically as well as ever. He is going
back to the oil fields and learn the business. I am going to put him to
work. What are you going to do with Bennie?"
"Do with him? What can I do with him?"
"He is a bright boy."
"I'm bright, too, but I have all I can do to get by."
"It is a shame to think he will grow up into what his father was."
Margie Fulton wheeled and her blue eyes were dark. "I suppose you think
I'm a bad mother. But what do you know about it? How do you know what
I've gone through for him; the sacrifices I've made? I've made plenty
and they came hard."
"I'd like to help you make a man of him."
"What? _You_? How?"
"I'd like to put him in business and teach him that there is no profit
in short-changing customers; that the real wise guy isn't the fellow
who gets the best of every bag of peanuts, but the one who can go back
to the same customer and sell him another bag. The abstract principle
has been put much more succinctly, but I doubt if it would carry the
same weight with him. I'd enjoy giving the boy a hand up, but--he is
more than I'd care to tackle alone."
"There's Mallow to help you. He'd be a refining influence." The
mother's lip curled.
"How about you?"
"Me?"
"Isn't the--sort of life you are living becoming a bit tiresome? Aren't
you about fed up on uncertainties?" The object of these queries drew a
deep breath; her eyelids flickered, but she continued to stare at the
speaker. "Worry brings deeper wrinkles than old age. Wouldn't you like
to tie to something solid and be able to show Bennie that you are, at
heart, the sort of woman I consider you? He'll soon be getting old
enough to wonder if you are what he thinks you are or if--"
"I suppose you learned this--bayonet practice in the army," Mrs. Fulton
said, hoarsely.
"Anybody can make a good living in a country like this if he cares
enough to try. I'll back you if you need money."
"And--what's the price?"
"My price? Oh, I'd feel well repaid if some day Bennie acknowledged
that I was a 'regular guy,' and if you agreed."
"Is that all?"
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