Petroleum industry and trade -- Texas -- Fiction; Texas -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction
"After all, it's youth. You're a good deal older than 'Bob,' and I
s'pose you sort of dazzled her. She likes you. She thinks you're great.
You kinda thrill her, but--I don't believe she ever dreamed you was
actually--that you actually cared for her. You've got a grand way, you
know, and she ain't a bit conceited about herself. Why, I _know_ she
never figgered it that way, because she made Buddy promise to tell you
the first thing; sent him to the bank a-purpose, thinking you'd be so
glad on his account."
"Then they've--settled it between them?"
Tom nodded gravely. "She told me last night. And from the way she told
me, I know it's not just boy and girl love. She's been singing like a
bird all day. And Buddy! He's breathless. I know how he feels. I
couldn't draw a full breath for two weeks after 'Bob's' mother--"
Gray uttered a wordless, gasping cry. He moved unsteadily toward the
door, then paused with his hand upon the knob. Tom Parker was surprised
when, after a moment, he saw the man's shoulders shake and heard him
utter a thin, cackling laugh. "Time is a grim old joker, isn't he? No
way of beating him, none at all. Now I thought I was young, but--Lucky
I found you here and spared my vanity." He turned, exposing a face
strangely contorted. "You won't mention my foolish mistake, will you?
No use hurting the ones we love. You know how we feel--fatherly. That's
it, fatherly love. I was a silly old fool. They'll be happy. Young
people like that--" The speaker choked. "Young people--Well, _adios_,
old man!" He opened the door and walked blindly forth.
CHAPTER XXX
Calvin Gray did not return to the bank. He went straight to his hotel
and, as soon as he could sufficiently control himself to do so, he
telephoned Gus Briskow, telling him that he intended to leave town.
Then he began mechanically to pack his bag. He moved like a man in a
trance, for the blow had fallen so suddenly as to numb him; his only
impulse was to escape, to hide himself from these people who, of a
sudden, had become hateful. His city of dreams had collapsed. The
ruins, as they lay, meant nothing as yet, for his mind refused to
envisage them and he could see them only as they had stood. He groped
amid a hopeless confusion of thought--at one moment bewildered,
piteously hurt, at the next suffering a sense of shameful betrayal. He
had grown old and dull and feeble, too, and for the time being he was
incapable of feeling the full force of a strong man's resentment. This
surprised him vaguely.
Soon, however, like kindling fires among the ruins, his fury rose--fury
at himself, at Buddy, at Barbara--and in the heat of those scorching
flames he writhed. She _had_ loved him. He'd swear to that. He had
swayed her, overpowered her; he had lacked only the courage to trust
his instinct. Coward's luck! It served him right. He had held her in
his arms and had let her slip through; her lips had been raised to his,
and he had refused to press them. Imbecile!
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