I addressed myself to Jack. "You'll be wanting money sent to you
from time to time, and I'm to transmit.--Is that the idea?"
He nodded.
"Where am I to send it?"
"That's the uncertainty, of course. From time to time I shall keep
you informed. It may be to a suburban villa, it may be to some
_Poste Restante_ in the Sahara. That's as the chase goes. Like Baal
I shall be on a journey, or I shall be pursuing. Yes, anyway I shall
be pursuing. . . . All I ask is that, on getting a call, you'll send
out, as best you can, such-and-such a sum to the address indicated.
You have between 6000 and 7000 pounds sterling to play with.
Probably you will be surprised at my moderation in demanding: but
anyway I shall keep well within the limit. My memory and the
bank-book usually balance to a pound or two."
"Then it's travel you're after?" I asked.
He nodded. "On a journey--_and_ pursuing."
"Big game?"
"You may call it the biggest. Or I'm out to make it the biggest.
. . . Jimmy, pass me the tobacco." He took the jar and, filling his
pipe, lay back in the wicker chair with something like a groan.
"Roddy, can't you _see_? These years, as you know, I've been working
up my inquiry into rage in animals; beginning, that is, with animals,
but always, as you know, intending to carry the inquiry up as soon as
I had a solid working basis. Yes, it was all to proceed on
induction--laborious tests, classifications--you know the system and
that I didn't care if it took a lifetime. Well, all of a sudden, as
I'm beginning to realise that, though the process is sound--must be
sound--pursuit is probably hopeless because it must take twenty
lifetimes--of a sudden, I say, this new way is revealed. Put it that
I've come, all of a start, upon a little stream called Rubicon.
Put it that I've burnt--no, put it that Farrell's myrmidons have
burnt, at a stroke, every boat for me.
"--I might have gone on for years upon years, collecting statistics
and ploughing out conclusions. . . . I begin to believe in the
calculated interposition of Providence. . . . On the critical moment
of transference the bridge breaks behind me. I have lost all my
baggage. But, on the other shore, I have the jewel.
"--Listen, my boy. . . . The end of me may be empiricism. . . . They
have destroyed eight years' work, and I have nothing left of it but
memories of data which I can't produce for evidence--worthless, that
is, for a man of my scientific conscience. _En revanche_ and on the
other side of the stream I find I have _it_; to carry on and test
upon a fellow-man I have the diamond to cut all glass. With the
brute beasts it was all observation, much of it uncertain.
Henceforth it will be clean experiment. Farrell accused me of
practising vivisection. As a matter of fact, I never did. Now I'm
going to, and on Farrell."
Jimmy arose on pretence of seeking a match, and leaned his elbow on
the mantelpiece while he stared into the fire.
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