Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
“You must be more careful: your health is infinitely more important
than any wretched examination. Well, at all events, I’m very glad to
see you.”
* * * * *
A couple of hours later, after dinner, she again took up the subject of
my appearance, which evidently did not satisfy her, though I assured
her there was nothing the matter.
“You’ve altered,” she said, thoughtfully. “It isn’t only that you’ve
grown, but you, somehow, look older. Do you get your meals properly?
I expect you stop to play after school instead of coming home to your
dinner!”
I changed the subject as soon as I could by asking after the Dales.
“Will they be here next summer?”
“If you would like it I daresay we can manage it. In fact I invited
Katherine for Christmas, but she couldn’t come.”
“I hope they will come in the summer.”
I inquired after all the other people I could think of: I felt
interested in everything that had happened since I had gone away. Then
I sat quiet, and quite suddenly, when I thought she had forgotten all
about it, Mrs. Carroll said, “I wish you would tell me, Peter, just
what is troubling you.”
“But there is nothing,” I answered, smiling. “I was only thinking how
nice it was to be back here again.”
“Remember you are to come to stay for a few days, before the end of
your holidays. You must stay at least a week. When have you to go
back?”
“On the eighth.”
“And those people you are with――the What-do-you-call-ems――how do you
like them?”
“The McAllisters?” I hesitated. “Not very much.”
“Do they look after you properly?”
“Oh yes.”
“I think I’ll come and see you there. I would have gone before this,
only your father didn’t want it.”
“I’d rather you didn’t,” I said.
“Why?”
I had no answer and she went on: “I must call and have a talk with your
father before you go back.”
“It won’t do any good so far as that is concerned. He wants me to be
there. Aunt Margaret is his sister.”
“I know that, but you’d rather be by yourself, wouldn’t you? I can see
there is something you don’t like.”
“My father wouldn’t let me. He has some idea about a home
influence――but I told you before, and of course he told you himself.”
“Home fiddlesticks! You’d have been far better at a good
boarding-school. This, it seems to me, is neither one thing nor
another. I must speak to him.”
“There is no use really,” I said, for I knew that if she were to take
the matter up again it might end in my not even being allowed to come
to stay at Derryaghy next week.
“Your father is far too anxious about you. If there had been two or
three more of you it would have been much better.”
“It isn’t that.” I waited a while before I brought it out: “He doesn’t
trust me.”
“Doesn’t trust you? In what way doesn’t he trust you?”
“In every way. He thinks I’m inclined naturally to――to do things――”
“To do things? What sort of things?”
“To be bad,” I said abruptly.
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