Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
It was Katherine’s voice. She had called my name. It came to me through
the night, and an indescribable emotion shook me. I could not have
spoken: my eyes were blinded with tears: and again the huge machine
swept round. But in the place where Katherine and Gerald had been I
could no longer see them. Where were they gone? The organ belched its
coarse music, the steam throbbed, the whistle hooted, we rushed on
faster and faster. Where were they? She had called me. Perhaps they had
gone home. I could not wait any longer, but slipped from my horse’s
back. Annie screamed; the man who was going round collecting the fares
while the ride was in progress made a grab at me; but I jumped――jumped
and fell headlong, rolling over and knocking all the breath out of
my body, though luckily not breaking any bones. Instantly there was
commotion. A crowd gathered about me, and everybody seemed to think
I had either gone mad or been seized with a fit. I scrambled to my
feet as soon as I had pumped a little wind into myself, and, without
waiting to brush the dust from my clothes, without answering any of the
questions that poured in upon me from all sides, pushed my way through
the people, who appeared inclined to detain me by force, and hurried,
as fast as my still rather breathless condition would allow, in pursuit
of Katherine and Gerald. Alas, I could see no sign of them. They had
vanished as completely and mysteriously as Persephone on that summer
morning in the meadows. I clambered through the hedge out on to the
road, but there was no one there. I ran on till I reached the turning,
but there was no one there either, and I knew I had missed them, for
the road here lay straight and bare in both directions. I stood still
by the sea-wall. I could not go back. The glare and din were now
become impossible, to say nothing of Annie, whom I had flouted in so
unscrupulous a fashion.
I took my old path over the golf-links till I reached the hollow where
I always came when I wanted to be quite alone. I flung myself down on
the soft, white, powdery sand, among the thin gray grasses, in the
pallid starlight. My heart was surging with emotions, at once happy
and desolating. I could not understand what had occurred; only I heard
again and again the sound of my name, as it had come to me in that
loved voice through the night.
I lay there for a long time. I was crying, I think, but I did not know
I was crying, though I kept wiping my tears away. I was unconscious
of everything around me, I was blind and deaf, and it was only when
I felt a hand on my shoulder that I looked up, startled, and saw
Katherine bending over me.
“Peter, what is the matter? Is it my fault?”
Her voice was all gentleness; in her face a beautiful tenderness; but I
could not speak.
“It is nothing,” I stammered out at last. “Only I thought――you were
never going to speak to me again, and――”
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