Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
I looked at her helplessly, but made no reply.
“I knew you liked Katherine,” Mrs. Carroll went on, “but it never
occurred to me there was any particular reason why you shouldn’t like
her――nor, indeed, do I see any now. They didn’t expect, I suppose, that
she was going to spend all her time with a couple of old women like me
and Miss Dick!” She paused. “You _are_ very fond of her, aren’t you?”
“Yes,” I replied, as if I were repeating my catechism.
“And apparently she is fond of you.”
I shook my head. Then, as she looked at me interrogatively, “Not like
that――not in the same way,” I murmured.
Mrs. Carroll continued to regard me. “Not like what? What do you mean?”
“She doesn’t even understand,” I pursued.
Mrs. Carroll’s face altered, grew graver, though not less kind. “Then
there _is_ something in it? You really care――very much?”
“Yes.”
“But――――” her perplexity seemed to increase.
I waited, twirling my straw-hat on my knee, and only now and then
glancing up. She eyed me thoughtfully. “You know it is all quite
impossible,” she brought out slowly. “And you’re so ridiculously
young!” For a moment she smiled. Then she put her hand sympathetically
upon mine, which rested on the arm of my chair. Yet I could see she
still more or less regarded the affair in the light of a sentimental
fancy that would dissolve as quickly as dew under the sun.
I got up. “I think I’ll go now,” I said, plucking at the ribbon of my
hat.
“I’ll not keep you, Peter, if you want to go. Remember, I’m not
scolding you, or angry with you in any way,” she added. “As I told
you, I see no reason why you shouldn’t be fond of Katherine. I can
perfectly trust you. It is just that you are a boy, and of course such
things can come to nothing so far as you are concerned; whereas, in
Katherine’s case, and especially since she is a year older than you, it
is quite different. Her mother probably has her eye on a husband for
her already. That, I am afraid, is the secret of all this indignation.
However, I’ve taken your part. I told her exactly what you are――that
you are a gentleman, and would never do anything dishonourable; that
a word would be enough; and that it was perfectly ridiculous to talk
of taking Katherine home before the natural end of her visit, which
will be on Friday or Saturday of this week. If she _does_ take her,
not one of them shall ever enter this house again. That, at least, is
certain. I’m not going to have any nonsense about it. Will you dine
here to-night?”
I shook my head.
“Where are you going now?”
“Out into the woods just.”
She kissed me. “Well, whatever happens, I’ll promise that Katherine
shan’t go without saying good-bye to you. Be a good boy, and come to
see me to-morrow.”
CHAPTER LV
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