Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
“What sort of music do you care for?” he asked me. “Or shall I just
play anything?”
“Yes; whatever you feel in the mood for.”
His head was bent a little over the key-board, and he seemed to be
thinking of what he should play. I watched a tendril of clematis that
waved softly over my head, and every now and again I breathed in
the sweet scent of a stalk of mignonette I had gathered in passing.
My thoughts floated away through the quiet afternoon, and I began
to wonder what things were like when there was no one there to be
conscious of them.
I know now that it was the fifteenth Prelude, but at the time I had
never even heard the name of Chopin, and all I was aware of was that
a soft, very delicate tune, was coming to me across the room, with a
curious pallor, suggestive of the whiteness of water. I half closed my
lids and lay absolutely still. Even in my ignorance I knew that the
beauty of Gerald’s playing was extraordinary. It may have had many
faults; he may have been incapable of doing all kinds of things that
professional pianists can do; he may have been, and probably was,
deficient in power: I do not know. He seemed to caress the notes rather
than to strike them, he seemed literally to draw the music out, and the
whole tone had a kind of liquid, singing quality, such as I have never
heard since save in the playing of Pachmann. As I listened, the music
gathered force and sombreness, growing louder and darker in a heavily
marked crescendo, and then once more it passed into the clear soft tune
with which it had begun.
The sound had stopped. I said nothing; I simply waited. The cool,
pleasant summer afternoon had become full of lovely voices which
flickered, like waves of coloured light, across my senses. Pensively,
a little shyly even, a simple, drooping melody breathed itself out on
the air with a strange hesitation and indecision, rising and falling,
faltering, repeating itself, resting on the “F” with a kind of desire
that gathered intensity as the note swelled and died away, sinking back
into “D.”
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