Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
Tea had meanwhile been laid for us upon the terrace. Tony, who had
been asleep outside in the sun, threw off drowsiness like an outworn
garment, and sat up beside my chair, with raised head, and beautiful,
dark eyes that watched every movement I made, especially those which
happened to convey a piece of bread and butter or cake into my mouth.
When I looked at him he instantly gave half a dozen quick wags of his
tail, and then resumed his former attitude of motionless expectation,
to which attention was attracted by a variety of queer little highly
expressive noises he produced from somewhere in his throat. Nobody
being there to prevent me, I gave him about half the cake, piece by
piece, each of which he swallowed almost whole, and with a wag of the
tail to show how he appreciated this delicate pastime.
“Did you get much hurt last night?” Gerald asked me suddenly.
The question was unexpected, for I looked upon the whole incident as
closed. I glanced up from feeding Tony. “No; not much,” I answered.
“And the other――I forget his name――Sam something?”
“Oh, Sam’s all right.”
“Do you think I should have fought him?”
“One was enough,” I said carelessly.
“Did you think I was afraid?”
I looked away. His question seemed somehow to be all wrong. “I didn’t
think about it,” I answered, after a slight pause.
“It must have looked as if I were afraid,” he went on. “I thought so
afterwards.”
I couldn’t imagine what he was trying to get at. I wanted to stop him
talking like this. It was even less to my taste than his funking Sam
last night had been.
“Are you working at anything besides music?” I asked him, jerkily.
He shook his head. “Not very much. I have a tutor. Why won’t you talk
about last night?”
“What is there to talk about? I’m sorry it turned out that way, but I
can’t help it, though of course it was my fault for taking you without
letting the others know. I should have told them beforehand.”
“I’m not afraid of that lout, anyway. If I see him again――――”
“Oh, well, what’s the use of worrying about it?” I interrupted,
disgusted with his persistence.
The pause that followed was an uncomfortable one. If he had deliberately
tried to efface the impression his music had made upon me he could not
have succeeded better.
He gave a strange little laugh. “I see you don’t believe me.”
“No: I don’t believe you,” I answered bluntly, “and I don’t know why
you should want me to.”
“I suppose you think it is pleasant to be taken for a coward?”
“I’m sure it isn’t pleasant; but I can’t imagine that it matters
greatly to you what I think.”
“Of course, if I hadn’t done what I did, you wouldn’t have had _your_
particular little swagger!”
“Isn’t that rather a rotten sort of thing to say?” I answered as I got
up. “I think I’ll move on. Come, Tony.”
Gerald began to apologize.
“Oh, it’s all right,” I said, coldly, leaving him there.
CHAPTER XV
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