Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
The field where the sports took place lay about a mile out of
the village. Mrs. Carroll and some other ladies were dispensing
refreshments to all comers, and afterwards the prizes would be given
out. I went up to Derryaghy to call for Katherine and Gerald, to go
with them, but found they were going to ride over, and were all ready
to start when I arrived. It was the first time I had seen Katherine
on horseback, and she looked to me more beautiful than ever. In her
dark-blue riding-habit, with her sparkling eyes and rosy cheeks,
her radiant youth and health, she made me think of the girl in the
equestrian portrait by Millais and Landseer, a coloured reproduction
of which I had cut out of a Christmas number and tacked up on the wall
in my bedroom. And straightway I saw in myself the page-boy who stands
by the gateway in that picture, his eyes fixed in rapt admiration upon
his mistress. They rode away, an amazingly handsome pair, telling me
they would see me later up at the field, and to this I answered, “Yes.”
Mrs. Carroll and Miss Dick had already gone on in the carriage, so I
was left quite alone. I decided immediately that I wouldn’t go to the
sports: if they chose to leave me like this I wasn’t going to run after
them. I mooned about, building a romance on the equestrian portrait
_motif_. I imagined myself as dying; some accident had happened to me,
and suddenly Katherine rode up and springing down from her horse threw
her arms round me, kneeling in the blood and dust of the road. She
kissed me passionately, careless of all the people who watched her,
repeating again and again, “I love you――I love you――I love you.”
I gloated over this imaginary scene till I had squeezed the last drop
of colour out of it, and it ceased, by dint of much repetition, to
thrill me even faintly: then I went into the house and nosed about for
a book. A dozen had just come down from the library in town, and, with
a couple of volumes of “Two on a Tower” under my arm, I made my way to
the shore.
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