Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
“Oh, we’ll be all right together, won’t we?” George went on,
pacifically. “You can have your bed moved wherever you would like it
best.” He had already begun to undress, and, after hanging up his
jacket, he took a photograph from an inside pocket and handed it to
me. It was the photograph of a lady extremely lightly clad. “I’ve
better ones than that,” said George, with a peculiar smile. He went
to a corner near the window and raised a loose board. From the hollow
beneath he drew out a large fat envelope, but, as he looked at me, he
hesitated. “I’ll show them to you some other time,” he suddenly said,
and returned the envelope to its hiding-place. He undressed rapidly,
and got into bed.
I took longer, and all the time I felt George’s eyes fixed on me
curiously. I hated this lack of privacy. It wasn’t that I hadn’t
undressed hundreds of times before other boys, when we were going to
bathe; but this was different. I disliked the feeling of not being
alone. I hated to have somebody watch me all the time I was taking off
my clothes, or folding them. I determined to write to my father in the
morning.
When I was in bed and in the dark I wanted to think of Katherine. I did
this every night; I looked forward to it, because it seemed to me that
this was the hour when everything became clearer; besides, there was
always the chance that if I thought of her I might dream of her. But
now George began to talk.
“Do you know any girls?” he asked.
“No,” I answered, shortly.
“Don’t you like them?” George persisted.
“No.”
“What do you think of Miss Izzy? Not bad――eh?”
“I don’t know anything about her.”
George was silent a few minutes. Then, just as I was beginning to think
my own thoughts, he began again.
“She’s nothin’ compared to Miss Johnson――the girl we were talkin’ about
to-day――who’s gettin’ married. Miss Johnson was in the shop before Miss
Izzy came. Ma sacked her for givin’ lip. Ma sacks them all.”
George continued to talk until he grew sleepy, and I had no choice but
to listen.
CHAPTER XIX
Next morning I was awakened by somebody singing, and opening my eyes I
saw George, in his shirt and trousers, strutting up and down the middle
of the floor, a hair-brush in his hand. It took me half a minute to
realise where I was, but George, when he saw I was awake, proceeded to
give me imitations of various music-hall artists, until there was a
sharp rap at our door, and Aunt Margaret’s voice told him to remember
what day it was. With that I remembered myself, and simultaneously made
up my mind that I wasn’t going to church. I determined that now I was
away from home I would be my own master, and do just what seemed good
in my own eyes, and that I would begin this policy at once.
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