She could not understand it. It was a mystery of nature that scarcely
seemed possible. He--her father, she--his child; and yet he could not
feel her anguish--could not see that it was anguish--called it folly and
fancy. And a vehement longing for her mother rose up in her heart. She
would have understood!
"Mamma, Mamma!" she sobbed out. "Oh Mamma, come back. Tell me what I can
do. Come as a ghost; I will not be afraid of you. I am so forlorn, so
miserable--so miserable! Come and haunt me; come, only come!"
In her room, in the darkness, she watched for the ghost. But it came
not. The night hung unbroken, like a black curtain, behind which there
was nothing but emptiness.
XII.
When Frank came to call next morning, he at once saw in her face that
she was greatly agitated.
"What is the matter, dearest?" he asked.
At first she felt weak. There was something so terrible--and then again
so shocking--but she commanded herself; she drew herself up in her
pretty self-will, which gave firmness to the child-like enthusiasm and
womanly coyness of her nature, like a sterner background against which
so much that was soft and tender stood out. And, feeling above all that
she stood alone, abandoned by her father, she was determined to be firm.
"Frank, I have no alternative," she began, with the energy of despair.
"I must talk matters over with you. Even before you answer me I am
almost convinced that I am wrong, and think myself odious; but still I
must speak, for I am too unhappy under this--all this. To keep it all to
myself in silence is more than I can bear; I can endure it no longer,
Frank. I asked Papa to speak to you, but he will not. Perhaps he is
right; still, it is not kind of him, for now I must do it myself."
Even in the excited state of mind she was in she loathed this cruel
necessity; but she controlled herself and went on:
"That woman--Frank, Frank! That woman--I can think of nothing else!"
"But, dear Eva!"
"Oh! let me speak--I must speak; I see that creature always at my elbow;
I smell her perfume; I hear her voice. I cannot get it out of my ears."
She shuddered violently, and the dreadful thing came over her again,
again possessed her; the ghostly hypnotism of that eye, that whisper,
that strange magnetic power which her father could not understand. The
words she spoke seemed prompted, inspired by that voice; her expression
and attitude obeyed the coercion of that gaze. In her inmost soul she
felt those eyes as black as night.
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