She began to sob passionately, and moan in an overpowering fit of
grief. She wrung her hands, rocking herself from side to side, as if
suffering intolerable torments.
"Oh Papa!" she entreated. "Dear Papa, do, do! Do this for your child's
sake, your little Eva. Go to him, talk to him. I am so unhappy, I cannot
bear it, I am so wretched! Speak to him; I cannot speak of such a
matter. I am only a girl, and it is all so horrible, so sickening. Oh
Papa, Papa, do speak to Frank!"
She tried to lean coaxingly against his knees, but he stood up; her
tears angered him and made him more obstinate. His wife had never got
anything from him by tears; quite the reverse. Eva was silly and
childish. He could not recognise his spirited daughter--always
indefatigable and bright--with whom he had travelled half over the
world, in this crushed creature dissolved in woe.
"Stand up, Eva," he said, sternly. "Do not crouch on the floor. You will
end by vexing me seriously by your folly. What are you crying for? For
nothing, pure foolish imagining. I will have no more of it. You must
behave reasonably. Get up, stand up."
She dragged herself to her feet, groaning as she did so, with a white
face and clenched hands.
"I cannot help it," she said. "It is my nature, I suppose. Have you no
pity for your child, even if you do not understand her? Oh, go and speak
to him--only a few words, I implore you--I beseech you."
"No, no, no!" he cried, stamping his foot, his face quite red as if from
a congestion of rage at all this useless, undefined vexation, and his
daughter's folly and weeping and entreaties, which his obstinacy urged
him on no account to indulge. She however rose, looking taller in her
despair; her eyes had a strange look as they gazed into her father's.
"Then you will not speak to Frank? You will not do that much for me?"
"No. It is all nonsense, I tell you. Worry me about it no more."
"Very well. Then, I must do it," she said gravely, as if pronouncing
some irrevocable decision. And very slowly, without looking round,
without bidding him good-night, she left the room. It was as though Sir
Archibald was a total stranger, as though there were no bond of
tenderness between her and her father--nothing but the hostility of two
antagonistic natures. No; under their superficial affection they had had
no feeling in common; they had never really known, never tried to
understand each other; she had no sympathy with his old age; he had none
with her youth. They were miles asunder; a desert, a pathless waste, lay
between them. They dwelt apart as completely as though they were locked
up in two shrines, where each worshipped a different God.
"He is my father," thought she, as she went along the passage. "I am his
child."
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