Can he have gone there? thought Van Maeren as he sat at home alone the
next evening, and did not know with what purpose Westhove had gone out.
Well, he would sit up for him; there was nothing else to be done. Just a
few days to arrange matters and then they would be off, away from
London. Oh, what a luckless wretch he thought himself. All this villany
for the sake of mere material comfort, of idleness, and wealth, which,
as he was slowly beginning to discover, had all become a matter of
indifference to him. Oh! for the Bohemian liberty of his vagabond life
in the States, free, unshackled; his pockets now full of dollars and
again empty, absolutely empty! He felt quite homesick for it; it struck
him as an enviable existence of careless independence as compared with
his present state of vacuous ease and servility. How greatly he was
changed. Formerly he had been unfettered indeed by conventional rules
but free from any great duplicity; and now, his mind had been cultivated
but was sunk in a depth of baseness. And what for? To enable him to hold
fast that which no longer had any value in his eyes. No value? Why,
then, did he not cut his way out of his own net, to go away, in poverty;
and write a single word to Frank and Eva to bring them together again?
It was still in his power to do this.
He thought of it, but smiled at the thought; it was impossible, and yet
he could not see wherein the impossibility lay. But it _was_ impossible,
it was a thing which could not be done. It was illogical, full of dark
difficulties, a thing that could never come about for mysterious reasons
of Fatality, which, indeed, he did not clearly discern but accepted as
unanswerable.
He was musing in this vein, alone that evening, when Annie, the
housekeeper, came to tell him that some one wanted to speak with him.
"Who is it?"
She did not know, so he went into the sitting-room, where he found Sir
Archibald's footman, with his big nose and ugly, shifty, grey eyes, like
a bird's, twinkling in his terra-cotta face, which was varied by blue
tracts of shorn whisker and beard. He was out of his livery, and dressed
like a gentleman, in a light overcoat and a felt hat, with a cane and
gloves.
"What brings you here?" said Van Maeren, shortly, with a scowl. "I have
always told you that I would not have you come to the house. You have no
complaint to make of me, I suppose?"
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