She, however, did not know, and was surprised that Mr. Van Maeren should
not have known him. "Had he been troublesome?"
"Yes, a beggar, a regular beggar."
"He was dressed quite like a gentleman, too."
"Be more careful for the future," said Bertie, "and let no one into the
house."
XVIII.
He sat up that evening till Frank came home. As he sat alone he wept;
for hours he sobbed passionately, miserably, till, in the slightly built
little villa, Annie and her husband might have heard him, till his head
felt like a drum, and bursting with throbbing pain. He fairly cried in
irrepressible wretchedness, and his sobs shook his little body like a
rhythm of agony. Oh, how could he get out of this slough? Kill himself?
How could he live on in such wretchedness? And again and again he looked
about him for a weapon; his hands clutched his throat like a vice. But
he had not the courage--at least not at that moment, for as he clenched
his fingers an unendurable pain mounted to his already aching head. And
he wept all the more bitterly at finding himself too weak to do it.
It was one in the morning. Frank must surely come in soon. He looked in
the glass, and saw a pale, purple-grey face with swollen, wet eyes, and
thick blue veins on the temples pulsating visibly under the transparent
skin. Frank must not see him thus. And yet he must know--and he must
ask--
He went up to his room, undressed, and got shivering into bed; but he
did not go to sleep. He lay listening for the front door to open. At
half-past two Westhove came in. Good God! If he had gone to the Rhodes'.
No, no, he must have been at the club; he went straight upstairs to bed.
Annie and her husband locked up the house; there was a noise of bolts
and locks, the clank of metal bars.
Half-an-hour later Bertie rose. Now it would be dark in Frank's
room--otherwise he would have seen that purple pallor. Out into the
passage. Tap. "Frank."
"Hallo! Come in."
In he went. Westhove was in bed; no light but the nightlight; Bertie,
with his back to the glimmer. Now, would Frank mention the Rhodes? No.
He asked "what was up?" And Van Maeren began.
There was an urgent matter he must lay before his friend--some old debts
he had remembered, which he must pay before they went away. He was so
vexed about it; it was really taking advantage of Frank's kindness.
Could Frank give him the money?
"My dear fellow, I have run completely dry. I have only just enough left
to pay for our passage to Buenos Ayres. How much do you want?"
"A hundred pounds."
"A hundred pounds! I assure you I do not know where to lay my hand on
the money. Do you want it now, on the spot? Can you not put it off? Or
can you not do with a bill?"
"No. I must have money down, hard cash."
"Well, wait a bit. Perhaps I can find a way.... Yes, I will manage it
somehow. I will see about it to-morrow."
"To-morrow morning?"
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