For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Edgar shook his head. He knew nothing about it, and at this moment he
did not care very much. The buzzing and persecution of those thoughts
which were none of his, which had a separate existence of their own, and
tortured him for admission into his mind, had recommenced. What had he
been brought here for? Why did they attempt to disgust him with the only
career open before him? What did they intend to do with him? The father
and his boy might be ordinary beings enough, with whom he could have
kept up an ordinary intercourse; but Lady Mary and her little daughter
had the strangest effect upon the young man. One of them was full grown,
motherly, on the border of middle age--the other was but a child; yet
the tone of their voices, the turn of their heads, all suggested to him
some one else who was not there. Even little Molly had the family
gestures, the throwing back of the light locks, the sweet brightness of
the eyes, which were so playful and soft, yet so full of vivacious
spirit and life. Poor Edgar was kept in a kind of confused rapture
between the mother and the child; both of them reflected another face,
and echoed another voice to him; between them they seemed to be stealing
all the strength out of him, the very heart from his bosom. He had been
absent three years and had it all come to this, that the soft strain of
enchantment which had charmed him so softly, so lightly, never to any
height of passion, had grown stronger with time, and moved him now more
deeply than at first? These persecuting thoughts made a swoop upon him
like a flight of birds, sweeping down through the air and surrounding
him, as he sat there helpless. Why had he been brought to this
magician’s palace? What did they mean to do with him now? The child had
seen his portrait, the father had been sent to watch him, the mother
asked had anything been said. What was about to be said? What were they
going to do with him? Poor Edgar looked out as from a mist, gradually
overwhelmed by his own excitement, and finally left the doors of his
helpless heart open, as it were, making it a highway through which any
kind of futile supposition might flit and dance. He sat helpless,
excited and wondering. What were they going to do with him? He did not
know.
CHAPTER XV.
Reality.
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