For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Thus both upstairs and downstairs there was but one subject of
consideration. The ugly things about dependence, about domestic slavery,
about the equal who would not be an equal, which Edgar was saying to
himself, found no echo in the talk of the good people, full of wealth
and power to benefit others, who puckered their brows on the subject
downstairs. In this respect the thoughts of the poor man whom they
wanted to befriend, were much less generous than theirs who wanted to
befriend him. He judged them harshly, and they judged him kindly. He
attributed intentions and motives to them which they were guiltless of,
and thought of himself as degraded in their eyes by the kindness they
had offered; while, in fact, he had become a most important person to
them, solely on that account--a person occupying a superior position,
with power to decide against or for them, to honour or discredit their
judgment. Indeed, I am bound to allow that Edgar was not generous at all
at this moment of his career, and that his hosts were. But ah me! it is
so much easier to be generous, to be tolerant, to think the best, when
you are rich and can confer favours; so difficult to keep up your
optimist views, and to see the best side of everything, when you are
poor!
“He will either come down and tell us that he accepts, or he will pack
his things and go off to-night,” said Lady Mary as they waited. They
were seated in the conservatory, in the centre circle under the
glittering glass dome, which had been built to give room for the great
feathery branches of a palm tree. This was the favourite spot in which
all the pretty luxury of these conservatories culminated. Some
bright-coloured Persian rugs were laid on the floor, here and there,
upon which were some half-dozen chairs, half rustic and wholly
luxurious. All the flowers that art can extract or force from nature in
the depth of Winter were grouped about, great moon-discs of white
camellias, heaths covered with fairy bells, spotless primulas rising
from out the rough velvet of their leaves. The atmosphere was soft as a
moderate gentle Summer, and the great palm leaves stirred now and then
against the high dome of glass. Mr. Tottenham lounged on a rustic sofa,
with a cloud of anxiety on his face, and Lady Mary, too anxious to
lounge, sat bolt upright and listened. Why were those good people
anxious? I cannot tell; they wanted, I suppose, to succeed in this good
action which they had set their hearts on doing; they did not want to be
foiled; and they had set their hearts upon delivering Edgar from his
difficulties, and making him comfortable. Along with their other
sentiments there was mixed a certain generous fear lest they should have
been precipitate, lest they should have hurt the feelings and wounded
the pride of their friend whom they wished to serve. I wish there were
more of such people, and more of such susceptibilities in the world.
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