For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Ah! but it ain’t, perhaps, the kind of interest I expected,” said Miss
Lockwood with coquettish familiarity, pushing back her chair. She
belonged to the class of women who delight to make any conversation,
however trivial or however important, bear the air of a flirtation. She
was quite ready to play with her present companion, to excite and
tantalize his curiosity, to laugh at him, and delude him, if fortune
favoured her. But a chance altogether unforeseen interrupted this not
unpleasant operation, and threw Miss Lockwood and her mystery into, the
shade. When the conversation had advanced thus far, a new personage
suddenly appeared on the scene. With a little preliminary knock, but
without waiting for any invitation, a lady opened the door, the sight of
whom drove even Clare Arden out of Edgar’s mind. She was no longer
young, and her days of possible beauty were over. At sight of her Edgar
rose to his feet, with a sudden cry.
For a moment the new-comer stood still at the door, looking at the
unexpected scene. Her face was care-worn, and yet it was kind, revealing
one of those mixtures of two beings which are to be seen so often in
society--the kind, genial, gentle woman made by nature, with the
conventional great lady, formed for her position, and earnestly striving
as her highest duty to shape herself into the narrowness and worldliness
which it demanded. This curious development of mingled good and evil has
not, perhaps, had so much notice as it deserves from the observer. We
are all acquainted with characters in which a little germ of goodness
strives against natural dispositions which are not amiable; but the
other compound is not less true, if perhaps more rare. Lady Augusta
Thornleigh, who was Lady Mary Tottenham’s sister, was born one of the
kindest souls that ever drew breath. She had it in her even to be
“viewy” as Lady Mary was, or to be sentimentally yielding and eager for
everybody’s happiness. But all her canons of duty bound her to regard
these dispositions as weakness, almost as guilt, and represented
worldliness to her as the highest of virtues. She sighed after this as
the others sigh after the higher heights of self-denial. Her searchings
of heart were all directed (unconsciously) to make the worse appear the
better cause; she tried to be worldly, believing that was right, as
other people try to be unworldly. But I do wrong to keep Lady Augusta
standing at the door of Mr. Tottenham’s room, while I describe her
characteristics to the reader. She came in, calmly unexpectant of any
sight but that of her brother-in-law; then starting to see two people,
man and woman, seated on either side of the table with every appearance
of being engaged in interesting conversation, made a step back again,
bewildered.
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