For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
“Newmarch--Lord Newmarch! Why, that is better still. He’s in the
Ministry, a rising young fellow, with the Manchester interest, and a few
hundred thousands a-year behind him. He’s your very man; he’ll get you
something; a school-inspectorship, or something of that sort, at the
very least. What is he, by-the-bye? Education and that sort of thing is
his hobby, so, of course, he’s put somewhere, like Dogberry, where there
shall be no occasion for such vanities. Ah! I thought so; Foreign
Office. He knows about as much of foreign politics, my dear Sir, as my
office boy. That’s why he’s put in; that’s the present people’s way.”
“I don’t think I should like to ask a favour of Newmarch,” said Edgar,
with hesitation; and there suddenly rose in his mind a spiritual
presence which he had never before recognised nor expected to see, a
something which was Pride. He himself was so unaffectedly surprised by
the apparition that he did not know how to encounter it; but sat silent,
wondering, and unable to understand the new dilemma in which he found
himself. No; Newmarch was the last person of whom he should like to ask
a favour, he said to himself.
“Is there any one else whom you would like better?” said Mr. Parchemin,
somewhat satirically. “So far as we have got, Lord Newmarch’s is much
the most practicable aid you could get. Would you prefer to ask your
favour from anyone else?”
“You are quite right,” said Edgar, rousing himself. “The fact is, I
don’t like asking favours at all. I suppose I expected the world to come
to me and offer me a living, hat in hand. Of course, it is absurd.”
“Lord Newmarch is probably too high and mighty to prefer a friend unless
he is sure it will be for the public interest, etc.,” said Mr.
Parchemin. “He will say as much, at least, you may be sure of that. And
I advise you to be prepared for a great deal of this sort of lofty
rubbish; but don’t pay any attention to it. Don’t take offence.”
Edgar laughed; but the laugh was unexplainable to anyone but himself. He
had not been in the habit of taking offence; he had never borne anybody
a grudge, so far as he knew, in his life; but along with the new-born
pride which had arisen in him, was the faculty of offence coming too?
These were the first fruits of poverty, spectres which had never
crossed his sunny pathway before. And though he laughed, not with
amusement, but in a kind of dazed acknowledgment of the incongruity of
things, the sense of the joke began to fail in Edgar’s mind. The
whimsical, pleasant fun of the whole proceeding disappeared before those
apparitions of Anger and Pride. Alas, was it possible that such a vulgar
material change as the loss of money could bring such evil things into
being? His friendly, gentle soul was appalled. He laughed with pain, not
with amusement, because of the strange unlikeness of this new state of
mind to anything he had known before.
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