For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Edgar went away with a singing in his ears, which he could scarcely
understand at first. In all his kindly careless life there had been so
little occasion for that thrilling of the blood to the brain, in defence
of the Self assailed, which now at once stimulated, and made him dizzy.
He scarcely knew what it meant, neither could he realize the bitterness
that came into his heart against his will, a most unusual guest. He went
out from Lord Newmarch’s office, and walked long and far before he
quite came to himself. Walking has often a similar effect to that which
the poet tells us rhyme has, “the sad mechanic exercise, like dull
narcotics numbing pain.” When he gradually emerged from the haze and
heat of this first disagreeable encounter, Edgar took characteristic
refuge in the serio-comic transformation which the whole matter
underwent in Lord Newmarch’s hands. Instead of a simple question of
employment for Edgar Earnshaw, it became the great man’s own business, a
way of informing him as to the points in which his education was
defective. Finding employment for Edgar interested him moderately; but
finding information for himself, fired his soul;--the comical part of
the whole being that he expected the other, whose personal interests
were so closely concerned, to feel this superior view of the question as
deeply as he himself did, and to put it quite above the vulgar
preliminary of something to live by. To serve Lord Newmarch, and through
him the Government, and through the Government the country, was not
that, Edgar asked himself at last, feeling finally able to laugh again,
a much more important matter than securing bread and butter for our
thriftless man? As soon as he had laughed he was himself again, and the
after processes of thought were more easy.
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