For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Edgar’s calculations, which he began next morning, and carried on for a
great many days after, were of a kind which many men have made before
him, that it would be foolish to call them original. He made elaborate
calculations upon various pieces of paper, by which he made out that
with economy, he could perfectly well live upon his twenty pounds for
two months. To be sure his rent in these rooms in Piccadilly was
preposterously high, and could not by any means be brought within that
calculation. But then he reflected to himself that moving is always
expensive--(he possessed two portmanteaus, a box of books, and a
dressing-case, all of which could have gone in a cab)--and that very
probably he might fall among thieves, and get into the hands of one of
those proverbial landladies who steal the tea, and drink the brandy, in
which case it would be no economy at all to save a few shillings on
rent. In short, Edgar said to himself, loftily, these petty little
savings never tell. You are much less comfortable, and it is just as
expensive. For the same reason, he felt it was much the best way to
continue dining at the club. “It may be sixpence dearer, but it is so
infinitely more comfortable,” he said to himself; and, after all,
comfort was worth an additional sixpence. By striking off the rent of
his rooms altogether from the calculation, it seemed to him that he
could afford his dinners at the club; and if he got his appointment by
Christmas, as he certainly must, it would be so easy to pay the lodgings
in a lump. He jotted down these calculations so often, and upon so many
bits of paper, that he grew to believe in them as if they had been a
revelation. By this it will appear that his doubts about hanging on, and
waiting for the possible Queen’s Messengership which he had at first set
down as out of the question, did not continue to appear so impracticable
as time went on. He said to himself every morning that it was absurd,
but still he did nothing else, and gradually the Queen’s Messengership
grew to be a certain thing to him, upon which he was to enter at
Christmas, or a little later. After all, what did it matter how he spent
a week or two of his time? At eight-and-twenty, life does not appear so
short as some people have found it. A week or two, a month or two, were
neither here nor there.
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