For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Edgar stayed, chiefly, I fear, out of mere listlessness, and took his
place in the corner by the door allotted to Philistines of the male
gender, with much submission and docility. The little chapel was very
richly decorated, the light intercepted by small painted windows, the
walls one mass of mural ornament. He compared it in his imagination,
with a smile, to the bare little convent chapels he had seen and heard
of in countries where the institution appeared more natural. Here there
was a profusion of ecclesiastical luxury, an absolute parade of
decoration. It struck him with a double sense of incongruity, but there
was no one to whom he could express this evil sentiment: Sister Susan
did not appear again as he had hoped, and he wended his way back to town
with some additional information, which he had not possessed when he
left. Why should he be so curious about Miss ----, the nameless one? He
had thought her another Sister, and entertained no profuse curiosity in
respect to her at first; but now it seemed to him that only a little
more light might make her visible to him. There was no reason why he
should find her out, or why he should wish to do so; but great is the
perversity of human nature--perhaps this was the special reason why the
thought occupied him so much.
It was very strange to so friendly a soul to have no friends whom he
could go to, whom he could talk to, no friendly house where the door
would open to him, and faces smile at his sight. It is true that for
three years he had been severed, to a great degree, from domestic
pleasures, which do not thrive at foreign centres of cosmopolitan
resort--but yet he had never been without a large circle of
acquaintances, and had occasionally seen the old friends of his boyhood
here and there; but in London, in October and November, whom could he
expect to see? The stray man who dropped in now and then at the club,
was on the wing between two country houses, or was going to join a party
somewhere, or home to his people. Some men, of course, must live in
London, but these men, I presume, did not go much to their club, or else
they were so little among the number of Edgar’s friends that they did
not count. Now and then one would join him at dinner, or in one of the
long walks he took, and he made a friend or two at the Museum, among the
books and prints. But he was like an Australian emigrant, or other exile
in savage places. These were all men, and he never saw the face of a
woman except in the streets or shops, unless it was his landlady, who
did not interest him.
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