For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Edgar laughed, and Mr. Tottenham went on. He was a very easy man to talk
with; indeed he did most of the conversation himself, and was so
pleasantly full of his home and his wife and his evident happiness, that
no one, or at least no one so sympathetic as Edgar, could have
stigmatized with unkind names the lengthened monologue. There was this
excuse for it on the other hand, that he was thus making himself and his
belongings known to a stranger whom he had determined to make a friend
of. Few people dislike to talk about themselves when they can throw off
all fear of ridicule, and have a tolerable excuse for their fluency. We
all like it, dear reader; we know it sounds egotistical, and the wiser
we are the more we avoid exposing our weakness; but yet when we can feel
it is safe and believe that it is justified, how pleasant it is to tell
some fresh and sympathetic listener all about ourselves! Perhaps this is
one of the reasons why youth is so pleasant a companion to age, because
the revelations on each side can be full and lengthened without
unsuitability or fear of misconstruction. Edgar, too, possessed many of
the qualities which make a good listener. He was in a subdued state of
mind, and had no particular desire to talk in his own person; he had no
history for the moment that would bear telling; he was glad enough to be
carried lightly along upon the stream of this other man’s story, which
amused him, if nothing else. Edgar’s life had come to a pause; he lay
quiescent between two periods, not knowing where the next tide might
lift him, or what might be the following chapter. He was like a
traveller in the night, looking in through a hospitable open window at
some interior all bright with firelight and happiness, getting to
recognise which was which in the household party round the fire, and
listening with a gratitude more warm and effusive than had the service
been a greater one, to the hospitable invitation to enter. As well might
such a traveller have censured the openness which drew no curtains and
closed no shutters, and warmed his breast with the sight of comfort and
friendliness, as Edgar could have called Mr. Tottenham’s talk
egotistical. For had not he too been called in for rest and shelter out
of the night?
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