"Yes," Geraldine assented, somewhat dubiously, though the house, which
faced the west, was uncomfortably hot.
They sat down and she glanced at him unobtrusively. She was now very
cool and free from embarrassment, while the man seemed to be suffering
from constraint. Moreover, he looked disappointed, and she felt sorry
for him.
"So you found the lode and recorded your claims?" she said. "That must
have been a great relief; but what will you do next?"
Andrew grew impatient. He would have preferred to discuss something
more personal than his mining affairs.
"Oh," he exclaimed, "you must have heard enough about the lode to make
you tired of it! However, I expect I shall have to go back to England
before long."
Geraldine wondered whether the curt announcement was meant to alarm
her, and decided that it was not. The man was too modest to make sure
of her affection for him. Nevertheless it caused her some concern.
"Will it be a visit, or do you think of staying there?" she asked.
"I can't tell," said Andrew moodily. "If I can get things straightened
up, I may come back to the new mine; but I shall not know until I
arrive."
"Do you wish to come back?"
"Yes," he answered emphatically, "very much indeed."
"Then you will no doubt find an excuse for doing so. It shouldn't be
difficult to a fertile mind."
"Unfortunately, mine often seems to suffer from sterility. It has been
subjected to stimulating influences here, and I'll miss them on the
other side."
"If needful, couldn't you take Carnally with you?" Geraldine spoke
with a touch of raillery.
"Carnally's useful, as far as he goes, but I'm not sure that he'd be
much help in England; and he's not the only person I've, so to speak,
come to lean on."
Geraldine regarded him with faint amusement.
"Then perhaps it's better that all outside support should be withdrawn
and you learned to stand on your own feet. Don't you think you could
do so, if you made an effort?"
"It's possible; I've no doubt I'll have to try. But when it's been
generously given, one gets into a habit of looking for help and
applause."
"That's unfortunate. Criticism's much more bracing. I'm afraid you
haven't had enough of it."
"Haven't I?" said Andrew. "I got nothing else at home, and it's
damping to have somebody always ready to point out how much better you
might have managed things. If I do any good when I get back it will be
because of the encouragement I've had here."
"That's a very poor reason. You ought to do what you intend because
you feel it's right."
"No doubt," said Andrew with a stern smile. "Still, you see, it needs
a good deal of nerve."
Geraldine mused for a few moments. He had played up to her, as she
thought of it, but in his half-humorous manner there had been a touch
of gravity, and she knew what her commendation had been worth to him.
She was glad that he valued it, but she could not have him guess this,
and she shrank from showing too much earnestness.
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