For the Love of Lady Margaret: A Romance of the Lost ColonyWilson, William Thomas
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For the Love of Lady Margaret: A Romance of the Lost Colony
Wilson, William Thomas
Roanoke Colony -- Fiction
"THOMAS:--As I lie here to-night, I realize that in a few
hours I must pass out to meet that God, whom I have never served
or obeyed. I have done little of good in this world; have lived
only for self, my own desire and enjoyment my only thought. I
know of not one soul whom I have ever helped or assisted during
the whole of my miserable life, but on the contrary there are many
whom I have wronged and injured, who will rejoice as they hear the
news of my death.
"I have wronged thee most of all, for I allowed that villain,
Richard, to play upon my dislike of thee, until I did thee that
last injury and drove thee from England. I have paid for my sin
in agony and torture; my life since thou left has been a living
death. There has been no night for months that I have not writhed
in anguish, and to add to my sufferings, Richard has done all in
his power to be-devil me, thinking that he had the estates safe.
"I have made what little reparation I could, and have disinherited
him, and transferred all the property to thy friend Sir Robert
Vane, to hold in trust for thee; for something tells me thou art
alive, and will yet come to claim thy own. Death, my son, will be
a boon to me--it will at last end my agony in this world. I trust
that my God will take into consideration my suffering here, in
measuring my punishment in the life to come.
"And now I will close forever. I cannot ask thee to forgive me, I
have sinned too deeply. I only ask thee to remember that if I have
wronged thee I have been repaid; for every drop of suffering that
has been wrung from thy brow, I have sweated two--for every groan
thou hast uttered, I have groaned thrice. So thou dost see, that
even in this world, we are repaid for our sins, for as a man makes
his bed so shall he lie.
"Farewell,
"RICHMOND."
I held the paper in my hand, and from my long dry eyes there fell a
tear, as though in tribute to one who had sinned and suffered. I knew
he had repented bitterly the injury he had done me, and from the bottom
of my heart I forgave him. I looked up at Marsden, who sat opposite,
eying me as a cat gazes at a mouse.
"But thou dost forget that I am a fugitive from justice, and if I set
foot in England to claim the estate, the Queen will hang me."
He threw up his hands in despair.
"I had forgotten that; thy estates are forfeited to the Crown as those
of a traitor, and thy father's disposition of them goes for naught.
'Tis maddening with only that between thee and fortune--fool that I was
not to think of it! Shall I have the papers back again?" he said. "They
are of no value to thee."
"No," I answered. "Did I give them back to thee, thou wouldst sell them
to Richard, and 'tis best that they remain in my hands."
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