A cold rage filled her as she realized what Raquel could mean to men if
she cared. It would be as it was when they met first on the hill, always
she would hold the middle of the road, if she was aroused to care. Up to
that moment there had been a wild fancy of perhaps sailing away alone
with the hastily gathered coin, and of stopping at no port for Rafael.
She was half afraid of him and after all what could he do if she did
elude him like that? But the sight of Raquel and her little court of
admirers changed all that. The proud eyes should know all the
humiliation one woman could cause another--all!
She looked for Rafael; at once she would tell him,--now, while the glory
of the Mexican opal eclipsed the woman of the royal pearls! She was
blind with anger to every other thing. But he had not yet appeared. He
was dressing, and a gentleman came to claim her for a dance. The guitars
were already sending harmonies through the open doors, and the people
were gathering thick along the western corridors. The rest of the plaza
and the inner court were deserted. Not even a pair of lovers strayed
from the crowd as yet. Later, when the moon came up, they would gather
courage, but the shadows of the corridors seemed eerie retreats at
night to any but souls oblivious to the world.
It was not night yet. The first star glimmered in the western sky, and
to the east a soft radiance over San Juan Mountain marked the path where
the moon would come. In the warm dusk the woman with the opal fires of
Mexico in her heart slipped away from the gay groups and through the
stillness of the padres' garden, under the sculptured face and serpent,
and then to the place of the altar, where the shadows were always
softest. She came swiftly, silently; she had an odd feeling of being
followed by his thoughts. The altar was the one place of refuge
surely--the altar!
But it was not. He stood there leaning against the pillar. She carried a
tiny candle and a rosary. He watched her light other candles in the
niche, thus outlining the carved saint with the long hair over her
shoulders, and the draperies of crimson. Flowers were there, blood-red
roses, and he saw it all in the soft glimmer of the candles; then, as
she was about to kneel before them, he strode forward and caught her
arm.
The golden rosary fell on the tiled floor between them, and she placed
her other hand over his, in mute appeal.
"You shall not kneel at that altar," he commanded, his voice scarcely
raised above a whisper; "that much of you belongs to me. I will not go
away from you with that memory of you in my mind; I will not!"
She was trembling, and dared not lift her eyes.
"You should not have touched me," she said, brokenly. "All those hours
on the hill I did not touch you even once. Must the two of us be weaker
than one?"
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